me?? baking cookies??

yeah yeah start to bake cookies for cny already!! 2 days straight bake 3 types of cookies already...was so lazy to bake but once i start i cant stop haha..my mom was like keep asking me to bake and i was lazy and busy with assignment but i now i really have the mood to make them haha...1st day kah yin come to my house and we back chocolate chip cookies!! and i totally forgot to take picture!! really very sad man!! haiz..but today i remember!! today i'm gonna bake peanut butter cookie and coffee liquor cookie as well!! haha i hope it taste nice!!

first i get ready everything..the ingredients and the equipments too!

flour, baking powder, soda powder, sugar, butter and so on

recipe for peanut butter cookies!! well actually took the recipe

from almond cookie but just change some of it..

thats what cooks do..they imporvise haha!!

first cream the butter til it's fluffy and pale..then later add on 1 egg, castor sugar, vanilla essence, coffee essence and coffee liquor..then add all the dry ingredients like plain flour, baking powder, salt and rice flour mix them to a dough...

til like the photo here!! then only divide them in to small little shape

of you like on to a greese tray..

til like so... looks weird haha...the smaller the better

oh dont forget to pre-heat the oven for 180C ya!!

then just put in the oven for 15-20 minutes..

PS* keep checking the cookies when it turn golden brown!!

if you like it more brown then continue for few minutes but not to long!!

when it's done leave it to cool for a minute or 2

then only pack in to your container ya!!

like the picture above...remember to put paper towel

to absorb the oil or not making the container dirty..

so awesome!! after baking a few cookies i just cant stop baking it!! i want to bake more for chinese new year and valentine's day as well to gift my friend some treat haha...this week will be cookies and next week will be cakes...aiks haven think of what cakes to bake haiz T.T..haha my mom say i bake too much cookies already but i feel is very little only..next to bake is peanut cookies my most favourite cookie ever that my mom make the whole family loves it..usually my mom will bake til 3 or 4 big containers for it..haha..cant wait to bake it!! stay tune for peanut cookie!!

pictures

went and find my last year work in my thumbdrive and hard disk and i found my last years photoshoot pictures that i help my friend for her assignment haha..so many funny shots and some nice want i guess but totally different then this time photo shoots haha...

love this amount them haha

love this too hehe!!

justin being emo haha...kesiannya...

kena dump by his gf very sad..T.T

me and huei shin!! omg i so damn long dint see her in college already!!

i miss her so much...i wonder how is she doing now haha..

wish you all the best dear!!

THANK YOU HUEI SHIN FOR THE LOVELY PICTURES!!

behind the scene

hey hey hey omg so fast is febuary already!! OMG OMG OMG!! chinese new year have 1 more week left and things are still not done!! valentine's day is coming as well and i still not yet make up my mind what am i going to make for valentine's day AIKS!! so busy this week argh!! but it's fun as well haha...went to college for short film and for today it will be our practical hooray wanted for so long just for practical..haha

hingez our model for today hehe...technique to learn how it works

our lecturer Mr.jaya..a very good lecturer..hehe

ieyla and zul

hadi and azlan..they look a like sometimes..

lecture hugging the monitor  haha..

words in my '♥'

what does it take just to forget it!! why does everytime i look at it makes me cry?? i want to forget...it's making my heart even more pain then ever!!

oh how i really want to forget!! i really cant stand it!! why does it have to be you!! WHY WHY WHY!! why the hell you have to be the first in my live!! i really cant take it the sadness, the pain that's circuling in my body!! i'm not a strong girl i try to pretend i'm 1 of it...I even try to be 1 but it turns out i'm not...i just dont understand...it feels all of a sudden about it...you can just say i cant take the suspends of it..cause it's just all of a sudden out of no where and it pops out..why cant you just tell me the truth about it...then i cant just argee about before you say it...you should have give me an early signal about and let me prepare about it so i wont feel such a bitch and an idiot and pretty stupid about it!!

it you dont like me then why you want to be with me!! if you dont love me then why you want to be with me...why you even pop out the question asking me to be with you!! AM I A GAME TO YOU??!! why do you play with my feelings since that you know this will happen why do you make me fall in love with you in the first place!! why why WHY!! i sacrifies my time to be with you i even adjust my time for you i even sometimes lie to my parent (that i really dont want to do it that i really hate myself doing it that everytime i go back home punish myself) because of you...I REALLY HATE YOU!! I REALLY HATE YOU FOR MAKING ME LOVE YOU!! I HATE YOU!!

i hate being a goody too shoes girl argee to everything what everyone say...this time i'm gonna say NO for things i cant do and i dont have the feeling to!! being sweet and kind is a crap...a waste of time..you know what i think i will just be mean and bad to certain thing it will be much better...i just really cant believe that i argee to you!! totally making me feel so regret!! i thought it will be a good 1 but you just making me feel so regret about it...why are you doing this to me why why WHY!!...

unexpected!!

as like always in saturday the whole family will be staying at home and just chill and relax...but this saturday is a bit different my dad went back ipoh leaving us in at home hehe...since my dad away we usually will be staying at home cause my mom will be lazy to go out..so we have home activities as usual but this time totally different is that my mom actually ask me go shopping with her and aunty sam!! omg!! AWESOME!! THANKS TO AUNTY SAM FOR IT!! aunty sam ask my mom out for shopping and my mom ask me to follow...i was totally shocked man!!

we went pyramid...OMG it's full!! the parking was so full!!...duh of cause it's a saturday and it's almost to chinese new year everyone will be buying their clothes and other things for chinese new year of cause haha...but i have finish my chinese new year shopping already haha...now all i need is a jeans to go with the top i just brought it last week...but i still cant find the jeans i want!! T.T how sad was that it's not that i'm picky it just that it dont have the size i want!! SOB SOB!! all the size i wanted it's always out of stock since all the girls have taken them all left is large size..totally cant wear them at all...haiz...the good things is that i spot this lovely dress at nichii's!!

love this dress!!

omg!! nichii is full of people man!! ma be because of the sales man!! up to 50% sales totally awesome!! got so many nice dress i saw and love them all...but some are  like dinner dress and i dont get to wear them much so not buying them but eye was cought by this dress!! it's like love at first sight!! once i saw it i'm totally in love with it!! wow me and the dress totally have faith to each other!! haha!! after discount and it's only RM29.95!! OMG!!...at the end i brought this dress ahah!! and aunty sam brought a pair of heels how awesome was that!!

next we went to packson and just right after i went in to that entrance there was some few cheong sam display in the middle and it totally cought my attention!! there are so many design and i just took evey design and off to the fitting room..haha!! like totally crazy already!!

first design! just normal and plain blue

second design! i like this want but aunty sam say

looks a bit classic and more mature...love this lots!

third design ..totally plain man..really like the olden days

like what they wear...aiks >.<...

and lastly the forth design!! i love this too!!..

totally sweet and cute haha!!

i cant really make up my mind which to choose the second design or the forth design!! ARGH!!...both also love it and i cant have both cause it's a lot for a cheong sam...just 1 will be enough haha...my mom was like saying why would i wan buy and i wont wear it offen...and i say it's chinese new year should have a cheong sam to celebrate with and my mom was totally speechless and my mom argee to allow me to buy it because she also love it a lot haha..so there is no arguement there haha..beside she can wear it as well...is S size definately she can wear..

OMG is S size!! but usually i wear M or L( love big size clothes comfy) clothings but nowadays the clothes i'm trying on is S omg it means i totally slim down to S size..beside cheong sam it suppose to buy 1 size bigger but the S size is also quite loose as well omg!! AWESOME!! I LOST WEIGHT!! CHEERS FOR ME!!! i definately will keep on this shape man!! haha....cool!! we walked around and of cause aunty sam have brought her cny clothings as well haha...we got back home at 5 something and aunty sam said lets go shopping tomorrow as well..my mom laugh and say okay!! HOORAYY!! shopping 2 days in a roll!!

touch my hand

touch my hand by david archuleta

Saw you from a distance

Saw you from the stage

Something about the look in your eyes

Something about your beautiful face

In a sea of people

There is only you

I never knew what the song was about

But suddenly now I do

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand

Reach out as far as you can

Only me, only you and the band

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand

Can't let the music stop

Can't let this feeling end

'Cause if I do, it'll all be over

I'll never see you again

Can't let the music stop

Until I touch your hand

'Cause if I do, it'll all be over

I'll never get the chance again

I'll never get the chance again

I'll never get the chance again

I see the sparkle of a million flashlights

A wonder wall of stars

But the one that's shining out so bright

Is the one right where you are

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand

Reach out as far as you can

Only me, only you and the band

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand

Can't let the music stop

Can't let this feeling end

'Cause if I do, it'll all be over

I'll never see you again

Can't let the music stop

Until I touch your hand

'Cause if I do, it'll all be over

I'll never get the chance again

I'll never get the chance again

Saw you from the distance

Saw you from the stage

Something about the look in your eyes

Something about your beautiful face

Can't let the music stop

Can't let this feeling end

'Cause if I do, it'll all be over

I'll never see you again

Can't let the music stop

Until I touch your hand

'Cause if I do, it'll all be over

I'll never get the chance again

I'll never get the chance again

(Reach out to you, touch my hand)

I'll never get the chance again

(Reach out as far as you can)

I'll never get the chance again

(Only me, only you and the band)

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand, yeah

photo shooting!!!

woke up at 8:45am today OMG!! my eyes is so damn damn tired!! i got a morning call from ieyla that is so embarrassing people call me to wake up and remind me that today we have photo shooting OMG!!...haha but she really is a good friend man! an awesome want  that u can really joke around and fool around haha...got up and get myself ready but my things are not..i been changing bags from yesterday night til morning and i cant decide which bag cos i have so many things need to bring like make up sets, some nice wardrobe and accessories as well all this for my friends studio lighting assignment haha...thats what i love it man!! a course with full course works no papers work anymore!! but there is 1 or 2 haha...

reach college at 10 something and they already set up the lightings and camera and just waiting for my friend kah yin (the model..definately an awesome model and a nice friend) to reach and so we could start the shooting....she with all dress up and we could just shoot...i help out to the lighting man(girl) and managind the props...she was totally awesome!! she is pretty and cool...she could be the best model around!! she is totally photogenic!! so lucky she could model for my friends assignment haha...there is lots of round taking photos of her and changing different clothes and poses...

michelle yin!! pretty right?! of cause very pretty!!

love her pose!! an awesome model!!

after the shooting we just take a few photos for fun

haha!! definately have to!!

me and ieyla hehe

omg!! they ask me to become a model as well??!! what!! omg i so shy and i'm not a model aiks!! they talk me in to it and michelle help me to make up and i just get dress thats all haha it's just all of a sudden only aiks so embarassing la haha...

thats me!! omg i look so different aiks!

i like this the most!! haha!!

wow!! A VERY NICE COMPOSITION!! AWESOME!!

we finish our shooting at like 1 something wow it's totally tiring man just a shooting it can make us so tired!! and i have not enough sleep some more...can see my panda eyes very dark and big =.= all thanks to justin asking me to help him do this video haiz...but never mind...he gonna treat me a meal haha...have free meal awesome haha!! eh justin have to win also!! cause you promise you win then will treat me expensive food!! SO YOU MUST WIN!! HAHA!! good luck!!...

feelings?

feelings? what are feelings all about?? there are so many feelings in us...i wonder why we need them? can we just live without them?..what you thing? is it possible? being sad or having a souring feeling in my heart is the feeling i have the most!!! why do i have this kind of feeling why does it stay in me giving me such a unhappy life...my feelings are not SUPPOSE to be PLAYED OR CHEATED!!! girls feeling is the most easiest thing to break down...once it struck us it is very hard to mend it back...just hate this part right here..lol is the song title from pussycat dolls haha..love this song as well haha..

OMG!! i've been listening to all the sad and love song for like almost a month already aiks why am i so emo!!?? i really have to change my list songs in my laptop...need something happy and cheerful ones...been making myself to smile in front of my friends well is kinda hard haha...keeping my mind busy of things...dont want to thing how sad i was...that just the wrong way man...SMILE SMILE SMILE is the cure!! lol stop thinking of uneccesary thing focus on what i'm suppose to do!! thats what i'm here for haha..

finally a show for u guys

hi guys this will be kk concert video...been waiting for so long finally have it and upload for you guys to see!! try to spot me haha

BUT PLEASE DO NOT COPY OR ABUSE THIS VIDEO PLEASE!!! IS A NICE VIDEO SO PLEASE DONT DO ANYTHING TO IT YOU CAN WATCH IT BUT DONT POSE IT SOMEWHERE PRETTY PLEASE!!

sick not feeling well??

oh my god what's wrong with me men today...either i'm not feeling well or i'm sick...i cant figure out man...my mood today are like ups and downs suddenly i will feel happy suddenly sad...aiks girls emotion rush not good (tips to guys better dont bully girls when they having emotion break down man seriouly you just won't want to see girls break down****) note that guys haha...just woke up around 9pm because i was tired dont know why but i think because i walked to much or sited to much til i almost wanted to faint and have a little bite for dinner...and nowblogging haha...ouch stomach hurts real bad man!1

sshhh sshhh...

hey loves yeah you know is sunday and is very quite in the house...i wonder why sunday is always like that...usually my house will be full of noise but today is quite i don know why but i can get use to it and I LOVE IT!! no noise no arguements going on AND MOST IMPORTANT that is YOU WONT HEAR HER NAGGING!! how AWESOME is that...so totally free from that!!...the house is just me and my laptop and my mom with the music on and is just so relaxing man!!

i totally can get use to this man!!...is just like a dream quiteness in the air awesome awesome!!! i dont have to worry about anything and enjoy the rest of the hour haha!! my dream have finally come!! see prayers do get answer haha!! thank you THANK YOU!!! but i only can enjoy it for few hours only..haiz...but it's nice while it last...enjoying the peaceful in the living room i downloading songs haha!! is like tones of song i'm downloading i think i need to download somg CNY songs already my dad is like keep on playing the same old song again and again...aiks so outdated already need to change change!!...

omg talking about CNY i need to clean my room for CNY is coming oh no....have to start already okay guys i blog til here...need to clean up my room edi bye guys love all!!

klang famous fry chicken!!

OH MY GOD!! it's raining heavyly outing and i cant go out for practice..my mom dont let until she say wait for the rain to get small first..oh man i'm totally late man!! you can just see and heard lightning and thunder keep on striking and striking man it's  kinda scary at the same time...we got out from the house around 8.15pm and the rain just keep on pouring ...and i reach klang around 9pm and they almost finish their practice..and just half and hour to go so i ask my mom to go tesco spend the time there and when we finish she can just fetch us home so she dont have to go home alone in the car it's dangerous!! we were late so we have to do our own warm up and everything and join back with them...swt =.='' we just spend 15 minutes and it's time to go home already...

before going home i ask my mom to stop by the hawker stall there to buy some chicken back to it..haha!!..in klang u can say the fry chicken there are quite famous...that stall is just near beside the place i used to practice...the place is just a normal corner road an empty ground and he just start his business there and it's very goes well...we sell his chicken almost hundred over a day...how much money was that!!

it's so famous that lots of people wait there for take away and even dine there...it's must be the seasoning that he put is just so awesome and totally very nice...you can say it's even better then KFC i tell you!!..well of cause you can eat it while it's hot that is when the most awesome time to eat it!! you will just wan to have more of the fry chicken!! it's been a long time til i can finally eat the chicken i miss it so much!! finally i can get to taste the chicken!!