Monday, April 30

let me hear your voice

BIGBANG - Koe Wo Kikasete





my other favorite song other than 
TELL ME GOODBYE also by BIGBANG

first because they sang it in Japanese
secondly because it's sentimental
thirdly because it's has wonderful lyrics
forth because it's my type of song
FIFTH because it's BIGBANG!!


[Taeyang] Sakki made no ame wa mou agatte
Asufaluto tadayou machi no nioi
Nee socchi mo mou hareteru yo ne
Nishi kara kaifuku surutte
[Seung Ri] Asa wa negate na kimi dakara nee
Mainichi chanto okirareteru kai?
Sonna koto imada ni shinpai shiteru yo

[Daesung] Hirogaru sora wa sou jiyuu de
Nani mo kawattenai keredo
Tonari ni ima wa tada, tada kimi ga inai dake

[Taeyang] Koe wo kikasete
Sunao ni nareba kitto
Wakari aeru hazu sa
Kokoro wo hiraite
[Daesung] Koe wo kikasete
[Taeyang] Aruitekita michi wa
[Daesung] Bokutachi ni totte kitto
[Taeyang] Taisetsu na STEP sa
[Daesung] Sono mirai e no

[Seung Ri] Kimi to hajimete deatta no wa sou
Choudo ima kurai no kisetsu datta ne
Raito appu shita machinami ga
Kirei ni kagayaiteita
[Taeyang] Nakimushi na kimi wa are kara yoku
Boku no kata ni odeko wo nokkete
Naiteta ne sono nukumori ni
Mushou ni furetaku naru

[Daesung] Hito wa dare demo sorezore ni nayami wo kakaete ikiru
Koware souna kokoro wo hisshi ni dakishimete

[Taeyang] Koe wo kikasete
Yasashiku nareba motto
Aishiaeru hazu sa
Me wo sora sanai de
[Daesung] Koe wo kikasete
Karami tsuku fuan mo sabishisa mo koete yukou
[Taeyang] Ima no kono kimochi ga
[Daesung]Kizuna ni naru

[G-Dragon]Yeah, Since you went away hasn't been the same
In my heart all i got is pain
Could it be that i play the game
To loose you, i can't maintain
Sunlight moonlight you lit my life
Realize in the night while love shines bright
Can't let you go we were meant for forever baby let me know

[TOP] Days passed without you can't forget you
Letting me be the cloud hanging above me
Raining on me missing your touch
Nights get longer and it's hard to clutch
We're apart breaks my heart
Its all for the best girl, you're my world
In time my love unfurls
'Till then wait for you girl

[Taeyang] Koe wo kikasete
Sunao ni nareba kitto
Wakari aeru hazu sa
Kokoro wo hiraite
[Daesung] Koe wo kikasete
[Taeyang] Aruitekita michi wa
[Daesung] Bokutachi ni totte kitto
[Taeyang] Taisetsu na STEP sa
[Daesung] Sono mirai e no

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my ever first HELLO KITTY casing
LOVE IT SO MUCH!!

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Friday, April 20

through the lens





Picnic under the Sun, Roundhay park (Leeds)





it was really an awesome day for picnic!!!
the company, the weather, the food is all too prefect!!

it's been years since i had picnic like this and 
having it with friends really brings back memories

you guys are just too awesome!!


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Wednesday, April 18

tell me goodbye

BIGBANG -TELL ME GOODBYE


Letting you go… (here’s somebody…)
Letting you go… (here’s somebody…)
Yo I got this, yeah
Still thinking about this thing alot
You got me shaken up
(Please tell me there’s a way)
And it got my head just spinnin’ round round round round
(Please tell me there’s a way)
Don’t wanna take a fall
It’s best to break it up
It’s gonna be better for you, move on
(Please tell me there’s a way)
Uh huh we break it break it
Or thought we make it make it
And now we cover it up
Girl I swear kimi no koto wo ichibyou demo
Kanashi masenai yakusoku
Mamoru tame ni wa mo obore shita
Erabu michi wa nai kara
Baby aishita bundake kizutsukete shimau
And I’ve got nothing, nothing to say
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
Dakishimeta te wo
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
Hanasou
Boku wo wasureru koto ni jiyuu ni naru nara Baby
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
Girl you know kimi ga egao wo naku shitaku hodo
Boku wa jibun mo semeru yo
Nego sameru kotoba mo hikari sae mo
Nanimokamo miushinau
Baby kono kuchibiru ga hanareta shunkan ni
I’ll never find better, better than you
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
Dakishimetate wo
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
Hanasou
Soba ni iru koto dake ga yasashisa janai to Baby
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
Yo and it’s so, so
Sad it just ain’t happening
Wish it could be better
Sorry to be scrapping
But I just can’t let ya
Shouldn’t be less than happy
I said look at me
I couldn’t live with myself seeing you lacking
The things you deserve
Baby you was a part ?
Must believe that it hurts
That lead this world
I feel the aching through my body
It just takes a bigger part of me
To be let you go
I wish that one soul
Kimi no koe setsunaku fade away… Away-ay-ay-ay
Kaze ni kakikesarete yuku stay… Stay-ay-ay-ay
Kore ijou wa I can’t take it, sono namida don’t cry for me
Kimi no tame never look back again
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
Dakishimeta te wo
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
Hanasou
Soba ni iru koto dake ga yasashisa janai to Baby
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
Tell me goodbye

Wednesday, April 4

emotionally stress

i could not take it anymore..i'm totally emotional stress now. it suppose to be a good vacation but it turns up a disaster. why did this happen?? what the hell happen??

telling to truth that i dint expect that you and him will be together after you just broke up a few months ago, and now you are having something suspicious with him, makes me feel uneasy. where the most of all you are together with the guy that i kinda like. but it's definitely awkward for him to find out cause i'm just nobody and definitely she is much more prefect than me..

being to sensitive?? yes i am cause you are having a relationship with a guy i had a crush on and i'm just freaking shock about it..but i let the feeling go because you guys deserve to be together after all..not going to get involve with you guys..my heart and mind feel so tired on  love, relationship and so on...

how i wish i got no feelings at all..not to feel pain and sad, not to feel heart broken and disappointed, not to feel unwanted..

people around me got their happiness in all different way shape and sizes..but i cant see mind, i cant feel mind where and when will i have it? how will i have it??  i guess it's best for me to keep everything in to my heart letting myself to hurt more rather than hurting someone.

scarifies for others might be worth it cause i don desire anything back, or may be just a smile will do, that is all i'm asking..but how many time do i need to do this?? i've been giving up on this i like for other peoples happiness..how much more i need to scarifies or give up on the things for people?? why just cant people do something back for me!!

you know what i guess i would just keep it all to myself and never give other for it..being selfish sometimes is a good thing but also a bad thing..i guess i just prefer to be a bad person other than a good person getting hurt all the time..