dedicate to baby dear~♥

Bi this post i dedicate to you♥♥♥...muacks muacks

this post is especially for you...start typing at 10 o'clock and to send this out at 12oc'lock for this special day..but dont know whether is it a special day or is it this day a not but from my blog calender it shows that we had spend 31 days together total equals to 1 month since may 16th to june 16th...

i'm really happy and glad to meet you...well to tell you guys we know each other since last year and we had been friends til this year and there are ups and downs that happen between us...it was harsh and difficult but we have gone through it til the day we finally get together on may16th!!

BI...I WILL NEVER FORGET MAY 16TH

even it's not really that romantic as it seem but for me it was...the sunset the breeze everything that happen on the beach was just prefect for it...well said a prefect vacation even it's just 1 day only ♥♥♥

we were like little children at first...not knowing what to do, being naive, being innocent and not knowing of being shy and we can just let it out all the way...

 the way you hug me, it makes me feel secure♥

the way you kiss me, it makes me feel warm♥

ur love and caring, it makes me feel that i'm the only one♥

ur smiles, it tells me that you love me♥

and you will never let me go...right??♥

♥♥BI!! i hope you wont let me go and let me fall off from the highest cliff ever!!

as to a girl, our hearts are very fragile, once broke it's very hard to mend it back

and you sure know that i wont want to go to that situation again...

sometimes i dont show my emotions or the things to you cause i want you to find out what going on with me, i know it's a bit selfish but this way you can know more about me and know what i'm thinking about even without me saying...

somethings cant see what it seems...sometimes saying something can be meant by different things like the picture above..when i said something it also can be meant by other things...

BI i really miss a lot!! nowadays been busy with work and gakkai activities and BI also busy with studies and gakkai activities as well cant really find a day to spend with you...even we meet also just a few minutes only...

BI I REALLY MISS YOU A LOT!!!

monday he come to office to pass my laptop back and i message him saying so fast go back...and you know what he replied he said HE MISS ME A LOT TOO!!! i was seriously move that he knows what exactly i was thinking...CREDITS GO TO MY BABY DEAREST!! LOVE YOU LOTS!!!♥♥♥

i want to be the prefect girl in ur eyes, the girl who help you and be by ur side til the end...i heard stories about you getting hurt from past relation but i'm here now i will be only want that doesnt hurt you and be the only 1 in ur arm to whole on...

♥♥ BABY DEAREST!! LOVE YOU LOTS!!♥♥