Monday, February 28

emo

WHAT DOES IT TAKES TO FORGET!!??!!! ARGHHHHH!!!

WHY IS SO HARD TO FORGET!!!

IT'S DRIVING ME CRAZY!!!

I THINK I'M GOING CRAZY!!!

FEELS LIKE GIVING UP!!!

Sunday, February 27

photoshoot @ taylor's

my first photo shoot!! it was fun i was totally being natural for the first shoot ^^ i love the camera but i wonder does the camera loves me as well?? haha we went to taylor's lakeside campus for the shoot we went there at 8 something but the photgrapher later than us haha

i bring my camera along as well..and simon took some good photo as well ^^
here are some behind the scene shoots

 i'm ready for my close ups!!

is he peeing in the pond ?.?

promoting lion dance hehe

emo us..haha we always emo de la

peek-a-boo!!

i see teeths!!!

the lovely couples!!

lets make funny face!!

wow shirlyn love your hair shampoo ads photo haha!!
i miss my long hair!! i also wanna do that move!!

the lover hearts
mine is so big!! dup dup....dup dup**

behind the scene shirlyn got her first photo shoot!!

looking back to the camera and pose

what is simon doing huh??
try to read study room in backwards
(MOOR YDUTS)!! HAHAHA!

the three photographers but the third 1on the left does a little thats all

shirlyn will be saying >>>> yeah!! i'm free!!

the library...as in club or the real library?? haha u guess la haha

thank winson and swee kheem the photographers

thanks shirlyn for tagging me along ^^

especially thanks simon for accompaning us!!

Saturday, February 26

女人為什麼願意男人抱著睡覺?

你可知道
當女人被男人脫去自己的衣服
一絲不掛的在他面前
是需要多少的愛

你可知道

女人為什麼會背朝你睡
因為她不喜歡看你的背影
如果你以後抱著她睡
她會安心一整個晚上

你可知道
女人把每一次的愛情
當作是初戀
也是這輩子最後一個來愛

你可知道
女人那麼愛吃醋不是因為不相信你
而是你在她心中太美好
她不希望這種美好倒映在別的女人眼中

你可知道
深愛你的女人在沖你發火以後
自己卻轉身不斷哭泣

你可知道
當女人頂著哭花的臉
走在街上
不管是不是有人在看她時
她的心已經快要死了

你可知道
她只會對她愛的男人嘮叨
也只會對她在乎的人耍性子

你可知道
她的任性 她的壞脾氣
其實都只是在對你撒嬌
希望你更重視她

你可知道
假若她不愛你
她根本不會對你發火
不會希望你去哄她
更不會為你掉眼淚
因為她不愛的人沒那本事

你可知道
當你離開她
留下她獨自一人
她有多大的期待和恐懼
而這一切都只是因為她愛你
而這一切都因為你還不夠懂她
女人知道太多不該知道的事情
男人不知道太多該知道的事情

於是.你們爭吵.你認為她脾氣不好.她認為你不夠遷就她……
於是.你們冷戰.你以為她沒有完全接受你,她以為你不在乎她……
請給她一個擁抱一個吻.用你的擁抱你的吻去化解她心裡的悲傷和眼角的淚水.
因為她只是害怕你的冷漠、轉身和安靜。 。 。 。 。 。 。 。 。 。

兩個深愛的人在一起,就要
互相包容,互相理解,互相體諒,互相信任,
否則當你們真正失去時將會遺憾終生。 。 。 。 。 。
否則美好的未來也就在你們自己手中泯滅了! 。 。 。 。 。 。
希望每一個男人都能夠好好珍惜陪伴在你身邊的女人
她們為你付出過,不求回報
卻希望你們能夠讀懂,能夠牽著她們的手堅定地走下去
不要讓愛你的女人流淚
不要讓她傷心
更不要讓她絕望和死心!
因為女人一旦真愛了,失去她愛著的人
就意味著失去了整個世界...

Thursday, February 24

stupid i can be

- yesterday night was lying on my bed open the phone and i realise your picture was on my phone wallpaper

-  i was shock...i told to my self 

(WHAT!!! OH MY GOSH THE PICTURE IT'S STILL THERE!!! HOW CAN I NOT NOTICE THAT THE PICTURE IS THERE??!!! AFTER SO LONG YOUR PICTURE STILL ON MY WALLPAPER OMG!!! THIS IS SO EMBARASSING!! )

- hurry and change the picture and my tears flowing again ARGH!!!! this got to stop la!!! and somemore things happen

- omgosh why did i get so careless!!!

- typing a message that i'm not suppose to send and not going to send

- and what did i do...i accidently press send and it send to you

- gosh how did i get so careless...

- but actually i was thinking of sending you that message wanna tell you how much i miss you

- but i realise that i cant send u that message...and i'm not suppose to

- was pressing cancel and i thought i press cancel in the end i press send....

- this is so embarassing!!!!! gosh when u read it you must be feeling that i'm weird and stupid...

- oh my gosh!!! how can i send you that message i cant believe myself as well!!!

- NO NO NO!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

- i really need a slap or 2!!!

Wednesday, February 23

new collection!!

dear all shoppers!!!

we have upload some new collection wardrobe at DIVAS LOVE 
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we upload something different to the collection just for you shoppers!!



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HAPPY SHOPPING!!!

Monday, February 21

memories

was driving home from college,

in the car on the road in the jam,

and i turn on the radio and they play 男人女人 by 阿穆隆 许茹芸...

while the music begins my tears started to flow down,

all the way to my cheek,

turn it louder and suddenly all the memories of being with you flashes before my eyes...

tears flowing even faster than before,

wanted to let u know the music was on,

before i press send i realise we are no longer together...

words erasing one by one, my heartaching one by one...

i miss you, i really miss you

even i say i cant do that but i always did...

guilty as ever T.T

Saturday, February 19

miss you

weeks has pass and i'm really not use of not hugging piggy to sleep...

everynight i will dig out piggy from the box and hug him til i fall sleep...

may be i'm use to piggy's smell where got your smell on...i miss your smell

even weeks pass and i'm still missing you...

every night looking at piggy reminds me of you...

remember the days we were together til my eyes are tired and fall asleep..

now i realise in my heart i still cant let go of you...

i miss you!!

i'm sorry!!

i try not to think of it...try to go on with the single life ahead but everytime when it turns to night..

i keep thinking of you....WHY!!??

i wanna stop...it drives me crazy!!

I GOT TO STOP!!!  I GOT TO STOP!!!

I MUST STOP!!!

Friday, February 18

The Wanted - Heart Vacancy

The Wanted - Heart Vacancy


I hear your heart cry for love,
But you won’t let me make it right.
You were hurt, but I decided,
That you were worth the fight.
Every night, you lock up,
You won’t let me come inside.
But the look in your eyes,
As I can turn the tide.

In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,
I can tell you can fit one more.
In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,
I don’t care who was there before.

I hear your heart call for love,
Then you act like there’s no room.
Room for me, or anyone,
“Don’t disturb” is all I see.
Close the door, turn the key,
On everything that we could be.
If loneliness would move out,
I’d fill the vacancy.
In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,
In your heart, in your heart, in your heart.

This ain’t the Heartbreak Hotel,
Even though I know it well.
Those no shows, they sure tell,
In the way you hold yourself.
Don’t you fret, should you get,
Another cancellation.
Give me a chance I’d make a,
Permanent reservation.

In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,
I can tell you can fit one more.
Open up make a brand new start,
I don’t care who’s stayed before.

I hear your heart call for love,
Then you act like there’s no room.
Room for me, or anyone,
“Don’t disturb” is all I see.
Close the door, turn the key,
On everything that we could be.
If loneliness would move out,
I’d fill the vacancy.
In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,
In your heart, in your heart, in your heart.

When I, talk to you, on the phone,
Listen close.

I hear your heart call for love,
Then you act like there’s no room.
Room for me, or anyone,
“Don’t disturb” is all I see.
Close the door, turn the key,
On everything that we could be.
If loneliness would move out,
I’d fill the vacancy.
In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,
In your heart, in your heart, in your heart.

Wednesday, February 16

九句让人清醒的话


1.真正的爱情,不是一见钟情,而是日久生情;


2.真正的缘份,不是上天的安排,而是你的主动;

3.真正的自卑,不是你不优秀,而是你把她想得太优秀

4.真正的关心,不是你认为好的就要求她改变,而是她的改变你是第一个发现的

5.真正的矛盾,不是她不理解你,而是你不会宽容她

6.真正的可悲,不是你已不爱她,而是你不爱她却还骗着爱她

7.真正的风度,不是分手时潇洒地向她挥手,而是分手后她有困难时你热情的伸手

8.真正的遗忘,不是把一切关于他的东西砸碎,而是心里真正放下他;

9.真正的永恒,不是他时刻在你身边,而是他一直在你心里……

Tuesday, February 15

unexpected

it's really unexpected

yesterday night it was my last night sleeping together with piggy

so i hug piggy so tide that i wont let go..

what was really unexpected was i had a very long sweet dreams of our memories being together

from the day we start til the day we end...

every single event moments that we been through was featuring in my dreams...

 it was really touching and i was happy to see it for the last time before i move on

i think i cry in my dreams cause the next morning i woke up my eyes were a little swolen

it was really sad and hurtful that because i have to let go the person that i fell so deep in love with

actually u are the first person and i ever love so deeply in love with

makes me dont want to let go..but i cant i have too...

the dreams it was really unexpected for me

thanks for the memories!!

now i can move forward

I HAVE TOO!!!

Fall Out Boy - Thnks fr th Mmrs

Monday, February 14

Unique feat. Charice - Wherever You Are

a nice music to go for the day..

wishing everyone a happy valentine's day ^^

hope u couples love this song too..

Unique feat. Charice - Wherever You Are


so i'll be with you like a shadow
cos you're the one i want, i really really want
baby cos i want you that close
cos your the one that's on my mind
i'll be right behind, holding you just like
oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
you won't be lonely tonight

no matter the time or the distance apart
i'll be with you, just close your eyes
no matter the time or the distance apart
i'll be with you, wherever you are

remember when i'm on the road
baby don't think i forgot about you
gotta lead, gotta run this show
wish i could pause time
a million things are going on
but i know where i belong
and that's with you ooh ooh
a, a, a, a, a, a

boy you know you have go
and everything within me is gonna miss you
i'll be here waiting for your call
before i close my eyes
is this love or am i dreaming
am i up or am i sleeping
yes i might be delusional
cos it feels so unusual

i don't this feeling to end with a maybe
i don't wanna lose this tonight

so i'll be with you like a shadow
cos you're the one i want, i really really want
baby cos i want you that close
cos your the one that's on my mind
i'll be right behind, holding you just like
oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
you won't be lonely tonight

if ever you should feel alone
baby call my name and i'll be right there
through the cold and the darkest storms
i'll be right on time
a million things are going on
but i know where i belong
and that's with you ooh ooh
a, a, a, a, a, a

even though we're miles apart
i will hold you down just like a soldier
cos i'm yours and you stole my heart
love you got the key
is this love or am i dreaming
am i up or am i sleeping
yes i might be delusional
cos it feels so unusual

i don't this feeling to end with a maybe
i don't wanna lose this tonight

so i'll be with you like a shadow
cos you're the one i want, i really really want
baby cos i want you that close
cos your the one that's on my mind
i'll be right behind, holding you just like
oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
you won't be lonely tonight

every little step you take, i'll be with you like a shadow
every little move you make, i'll be with you like a shadow
even when my hands can't touch you
i can feel your love oh
if you feel you're missing me tonight
all you have to do is close your eyes

so i'll be with you like a shadow
cos you're the one i want, i really really want
baby cos i want you that close
cos your the one that's on my mind
i'll be right behind, holding you just like
oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
you won't be lonely tonight

no matter the time or the distance apart
i'll be with you, just close your eyes
no matter the time or the distance apart
i'll be with you, wherever you are

unique.., charice..

决定

已经打算了。。过了今天 2/14 会把猪猪收起来了。。收在你第一次给我的生日礼物盒里。。

也把你送我的anniversary 礼物都放进去。。把所有跟你有关系到的东西都收起来

每天都看到心里真的很难过,心痛,都会留着眼泪,不想放手,不想让你走。。但我知道我不能再这样过我的生活。。我是个和平天使,我是要带给人幸福和快乐。。我自己也是这样怎么带幸福给人呢?

我不是放弃。。不是不想面对,而是都是过去的事情了,再看再想也没什么意思了,而是看懂了,知道了,明白了,了解了!!

我们都在不是情人了,我们都放手了,留下的纪念就把它收起来,过剩下的日子平淡,快乐就好了,做回我们最厉害的东西是单身。。不要在像以前所发生的东西了

就往前走吧!!

我们在一起是个回忆,过去的事了

打算了就不能没回头了。。

你说给时间证明我们两个人之间的爱情。。感觉上久了我们会变陌生人一样。。昨晚想跟你谈话,就朋友之间关系谈话,也已经感觉你对我很陌生了

没关系吧,也许你有自己的想法吧

我会做好自己的人间革命,我会成长的!!

最后一次的说我爱你,谢谢你,对不起,一起加油吧!!

或许我们还有机会再一起吧?!


孤单

情人节啊!情人节啊!

又是一个过情人节了

可以说是讨厌这一天或者是最喜欢你这一天吧...

每年的情人节都是一个人。。总是单身又寂寞得过情人节。。

很想跟你一起过情人节
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i always know that my plan of celebrating anything with someone special definately will fail..i dont know why i got so excited with all the special date and planned everything well and prefect to celebrate that date...but it always seems to fail...

i thought of celebrating valentine's day brought myself a lovely dress and thought of a place to have a nice valentine's day dinner

but....................................................
..............................................
....................................
..........................

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但至少还有猪猪陪我一起过情人节哦!

Sunday, February 13

12个情人节~

12个情人节~ ♥♥

日记情人节 (diary day)

1月14日。在这一天,情侣们会互赠足够纪录一整年恋爱情事的日记本,以此象征两人将携手走过未来一年,并留下更多美好回忆。

而单身的女孩子们,在这新的一年的开始,对自己喜欢的人要有表白和计划,写在自己的日记本里,在心中撒下爱的种子。

西方传统情人节(Double Seventh Festival )

2月14日,是西方的传统节日之一。男女在这一天互送巧克力、贺卡和花,用以表达爱意或友好,现已成为欧美各国青年人喜爱的节日。大概这世上有多少情人就有多少关于情人节来历的诠释吧。和中国人现在用近乎狂热的热情过起了圣诞节一样,情人节也已经悄悄渗透到了无数年轻人的心目当中,成为中国传统节日之外的又一个重要节日。

白色情人节(White Day)

3月14日是白色情人节。大家也应该很熟悉了,流行的解释是说,2·14男生要是收到女生的礼物,那就应该在一个月之后的白色情人节有个答复。白色情人节流行于日本、韩国、台湾等地区,是我们所知道的西方情人节的延续,也是最早的“非主流”情人节,也是其他“非主流”情人节的先导。其实,白色情人节的诞生,是一个不折不扣的“商业阴谋”。

白色情人节最早诞生于1977年,由日本福冈市博多区的甜点(菓子)制造商「石村万盛堂」所发起,以鼓吹收到心意的一方应该要回礼给对方,作为促销糖果的手段,节日最早称为「糖果赠送日」(キャンデーを赠る日)。自1980年起,因为糖果所使用的砂糖是白色,所以改称为「白色情人节」。

不久后,巧克力制造商发现他们也可以在这个节日中获利,因此也开始促销白色的巧克力,现在,在这一天要回礼时,除了糖果与白巧克力之外,还包括其他各种礼品。

目前关于情人节与白色情人节,到底是男先送礼还是女方先送礼,已不再有定论,重点是这样的节日让有情有缘的男女双方都有一个可以发挥与表达自我心意的时机,相关的商人们,当然也可以趁机狠捞一笔。

黑色情人节(Black Day)

就像恶搞一样,4月14日,是黑色情人节。听名字可能就能知道几分意思,跟“光棍节”差不多,据说此节来源于韩国。

似乎这个情人节就是来自于没得过情人节的人群的怨念:虽然并非天下有情人都能天长地久、甚至曾经拥有,但谁说孤家寡人或旷男怨女就不能过情人节?“黑色情人节”就是属于单身贵族们的情人日。在前两个月他们或许既没收到甜蜜小礼物,也没人可以送巧克力,但4月14日这天,大家共聚一堂,彼此鼓励、加油打气,化悲愤为力量,倒也热热闹闹十分开怀,藉此消除形单影只的落寞感。

说是这么说,但是单身贵族们却能也在这一天欢天喜地,过节的人会让自己生活在百分百的黑色世界里,穿黑色套装、黑帽子、黑皮鞋,吃黑豆制成的面条,喝咖啡也不加奶精,享受黑咖啡的苦涩原味,让爱情暂时见鬼去吧!

黄色与玫瑰情人节 (Yellow and Rose Day)

5月14日也是情人节,如果已经到了5 月,你的事情还是没有任何进展,在这一天穿着黄色衬衫或黄色套装,吃黄色咖喱饭,就是告诉大家:“I am still available(我还是单身)!”的最好暗示。春日融融,将黄色穿在身上,也相当符合季节气氛。5月是玫瑰发芽的时节,气候宜人适合出游,因此许多情侣都选在这天相携到户外踏青,所以5月14日也有“玫瑰情人节”之称。

在玫瑰情人节也是作表率的日子,送人红玫瑰是倾诉爱意;送白玫瑰花表示仍犹豫未决;若送上一束黄玫瑰,就是说再见咯。

亲吻情人节 (Kiss Day)

6月14日当然也逃不掉。亲吻情人节,这是个属于成双成对恋人的重要节日,在这一天,情侣们不必再害羞,可以大大方方地用亲吻尺度来表达对对方的爱意的深浅。当然,花前月下,烛光晚餐等浪漫气氛,对一吻定情可是很有帮助的哦!而在这一天,世界各地也会有不同性质的“亲吻大赛”举行。

银色情人节(Silver Day)

7月14日是银色情人节,是把你的意中人带回家给老爸老妈认识,或介绍给其他你所尊敬的长辈的好机会。当然,这一天的全部开销,都由这些“可爱的长辈”买单,但是你最好先确定长辈对这个节日很熟悉。银色情人节也是爱侣互赠银制礼品,饰物的日子。传统习俗是用银戒订婚,所以今天你们也去买一对,戴在手上,作为甜蜜心情的见证。

绿色情人节 (Green Day)

8月14日名为绿色情人节,这可不是说要环保什么的,绿色情人节当然和蓊郁的森林脱不了系。酷热难耐的夏日午后,不妨和你的另一半作一趟清爽而清新的森林之旅,尽情享受户外大自然,度过健康而愉快的一天。

音乐情人节与相片情人节 (Music Day & Photo Day)

这个名字超长的情人节定在9月14日这天。音乐情人节这一天是举办大型社交活动,轻歌曼舞的日子,也是将你的心上人介绍给朋友,同事认识的好机会。而单身一族,更可以借此机会看看活动现场有没有自己中意的对象。许多情侣喜欢在这天就这蔚蓝晴朗的天空合影,所以9月14日又称为“相片情人节”。

葡萄酒情人节(Wine Day)

10月14日,这一天恋人们轻啜葡萄美酒,庆祝充满诗意的秋天。通常小两口会选择在浪漫且别致的餐厅里共进晚餐,然后聊聊彼此对未来的规划,以及共同的目标等话题。

橙色情人节与电影情人节(Orange Day Movie Day)

11月14日,电影情人节这一天,情侣们可以连赶两场电影,或许先看一部紧张刺激的动作片发泄压力,然后再来一部感人肺腑的浪漫爱情片互拭泪水。看完两人也该补充水分了,来杯健康的百分百橙汁吧!单身的人这一天也要喝杯柳橙汁,当然,想喝两杯才痛快也没人管的着。看来是果汁商想出来的节日。

拥抱情人节(Hug Day)

12月14日,想和你的情人抱多久都可以,在公开的场合拥抱,向世人宣告你俩的爱意,也让寒冷的冬天变得格外温馨。尤其是那些甜甜蜜蜜庆祝过2月14日华伦亭情人节的情侣,到了年底依然能热情拥抱,也见证了两人情意如昔。

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很累

其实很想跟你一起庆祝情人节啊。。

陪你一起吃晚餐。。

看戏。。

手拉手。。

也想做你喜欢吃的巧克力蛋糕给你吃。。

和送你喜欢吃的巧克力啊。。。

但没想到我想要做的就不能发生在你身上。。

只好在梦里想想。。看看。。笑笑。。

T.T

Saturday, February 12

just random

林育羣-一個人生活


林育羣-未來的第一站


金莎&林俊傑-發現愛


林俊杰 & 金莎 - 期待爱


卓文萱+曹格 - 梁山伯與茱麗葉

Friday, February 11

我从没后悔、这辈子爱上你..

想起你时不自觉地上扬了嘴角
听到你的名字时忽然变得沉默
独自一人时想你想到哭泣,却在看见你时故作无所谓地笑
生命中有太多的美好与感动
我宁愿为了你而失落伤感,甚至濒临崩溃
我会在日记上写下大段大段曾经不属于我的失落伤感
会在听到某句歌词那么贴切地唱出我的心声时失声痛哭
会在看见电视剧某个片段而泪流不止

会在夜里梦到你冷漠的表情,从梦里哭醒过来
会在想起我们的吵闹而傻傻微笑
很多很多
感谢上天让我遇见了你,我觉得只要看见你就是一种幸福
无数次说着要放弃,但终究还是舍不得
浪费了青春错过了爱情,却依旧傻傻地守候,即使我知道不管等多久也不一定有结果

喜欢你的每一天对我来说都是一种折磨
每一分每一秒。都夹杂着痛苦与甜蜜
即使痛苦一次次让我落泪。即使我知道甜蜜的回忆只是我安慰自己的假象。可我依旧学不会放手
我说我认了
我说我从喜欢上你那刻起就认输了
我说。
[你看,我输到心都空了。]

真的觉得你是老天派来克我的,可是我却心甘情愿地被伤害,即使我知道我会遍体鳞伤
我无数次希望自己没有喜欢过你,甚至从未认识过你

但是如果老天给我一次机会回到过去,我依旧会选择喜欢你,甚至连一丝犹豫都没有
我不知道你究竟是不是我生命中的那个唯一
我不确定自己是在错误的时间遇见了对的人
还是在对的时间遇见了错误的人

朋友不止一次为我抱不平
他们劝我放弃
他们说你不值得我为你伤心
他们说。[他有什么好?]
可是我却为你抱不平
我说你值得
我说你很好很好

我说。[只是我不够好罢了。我帮不上你什么忙。]
他们不懂的,我都懂。
我知道,你已经很努力
我知道,你很辛苦
我更知道,你的压力有多大。
我知道我如果我放弃了,对彼此都好
可是我就是不想放弃

[因为你就是你啊。独一无二的你啊]
我觉得自己再难过,在委屈都好。
总好过你难受
那会让我心疼
爱,真的让人变的卑微

真的爱了,就把所有的底线都抛开了
可是人生有太多的遗憾
那么那么多的人
终究没能在一起

我曾对自己说。[喜欢是一个人的事情。]
那么我为什么还会一次又一次难过地流下眼泪?
你曾说过
如果这次,我们不成功的话
你也认了。只能说我们有缘无分。

如果,真的到了要放弃的那么一天
已经无力挽回了。
我一定会离开这个地方
带着我的回忆,走的远远的。

[如果再给我一次机会,让我回到从前,我依旧会选择不顾一切地爱上你。
即使曾那么痛苦,我依旧感谢能够遇见你。遇见你。是我最大的幸运。
我会记得,我曾那么深刻地爱过一个人。]

我知道我必须放下。
因为未来的路还很长。而你给不了我我要的幸福
但是我还是会舍不得
因为我不知道
以后还能不能遇见一个人,能让我像现在爱你一样疯狂而执着地爱着那个人
能不能像喜欢你一样用尽全力.不求回报地喜欢那个人

我只知道,你是我心里一道无法愈合的伤口
我无法忘记,只是因为你曾经让我那么深刻地爱过、伤过、痛过
我会把你埋在心里的一个角落
深深地、深深地
怕一不小心触及,会引来刺骨的疼痛

我从没后悔过,这辈子爱上你。

Thursday, February 10

wild?? nope...crazy ^^

gone a little wild yesterday night?? nope...it's a normal thing haha

feel very stress this whole week...finally get to release them on thursday night

call simon to accompany me to M.O.S to have a drink...

dint stay there for long cause simon got work on friday stay til 1am then we went off...

had feel glasses of chivas whiskey and head to the dance floor and dance to the fullest

in the car cried a little was thinking of him that we went to @live for our first club together...

my whole body was red and my eyes were red cause of crying...OMG!!!

but THANKS A LOT SIMON!! REALLY APPRECIATED IT!!

Friday, February 4

reunion dinner

happy chinese new year ppl!!
it's a year of the rabbit and feels that it will be very cute year ^^
tonight will be our family reunion dinner same as every year
my dad will be the chef and my mom will be the co-cheft ^^

while my mom was cleaning up the chicken and found some eggs in it...

took this from the new and fake pant in the living room

PEACH!!! but fake hahaha

guess what is it?? is santan

while dad is busy cooking me will be taking photo around haha

some oranges for gohonzon ^^
dishes that my dad made^^

all types of mushroom my favourite ^^

steam chicken everyday will be having the same thing...

steam fish...they call it 猪版 haha

a simple but many dishes reunion dinner

a lovely white wine to go with the fish

everyone happy eating lots of laughter to it as well

after dinner woohooo!!!
fireworks time!!

a 8 feet long fire cracker to play with ^^