Thursday, April 28

my dream wedding

gosh dont know what happen to me yesterday all of a sudden i'm looking for wedding dress that i'm aiming for my mom say i so 'han ga' haha means wanting to get merry real quick hahaha...

i just love wedding so much seeing others getting married they are so fortunate to find their actual partners and being the bride is the most happiest thing that ever happen to her, as is once in a life event...

couples are filled with absolute happiness, makes me envy them..seeing their videos and portraits photo makes me feel how i wish i could be like them


walking down the aisle, while your partner is waiting for you on the other end of the aisle
awaiting to hold your hand, awaiting to say his vows, awaiting devote himself to you
awaiting to grab hold on to you, giving the most forfilling and happiness journey for you
every challenge and obstacles in the end he is still there to hold you tight
still be there encouraging you, helping you and guide you,
the person that you wanted the most in your life will always beside you
loving you, cherish you, uphold to you as your his treasure
the most genuine person for him to cherish and care...


i do dream of having my wedding in the IPA, ikeda peace hall in sgm center...dream that it was decorate with

- the entrance decorate with roses and lavender, white satin cloth decorate all over the place 
- having Kenny G's song filled the air makes the enviroment feels like heaven
- guest will be in whites as angels
- with white satin cloth from chair to chair,
- white and pink rose flower paddles on the floor,
- white roses will be in every single sits tide up with white ribbons, sharing the love to everyone
- with lavender candles in the tea cup candle holders where lit and the essense filled in the air
- at the end of the aisle, the stage will have a real 5 layers wedding cake decorate with white roses
- a partition on the stage is where the the couples exchange their rings, and vows

oh how i wish for my wedding would be like this if you are good in imagination you definately get what i'm dreaming of right now hahaha...i'm so in my dreamland now..of cause every single girls dream of having their wedding day to be the most happiest day, the most memorable day as it's a start of a journey being a wife to your husband where even more responsibilty to come and more challenging days ahead

 

dreaming of having my wedding hairstyle with a mixture of both of this but not so curly, but wavy ^^


bridal make up smoky eyes that suits my theme for the wedding ^^

 my dream wedding dress ^^
low v cut roman style
definately will need a veil to match the dress^^ 


dream wedding heels
a high platform to walk own so it wont be tiring after walking so much


further more the most important part of all is my guest, my friends, my family, my relative, my sister they are the most important people on the wedding day itself, without them i wont be there or here today, friends and family were there to supported me..of cause i cant forget them, without the guest i wont be a meaningful day ever ^^

GOSH!! seeing myself dreaming all this really make me happy and really definately really so 'han ga' la...but that every girls dream ain't it hahaha...i'm sure you girls out there also do having your dream wedding would be like...admit us girls are just waiting for the right one, time and moment for it to happen..hahaha

so what are you waiting for lets share out wedding ideals together!! i'm sure you have dream about it before come share share!!

Wednesday, April 27

graduating!!

OH MI GOSH! OH MI GOSH! OH MI GOSH! i got my exam results already!!

the emotion of being happy, worried, scare, excited all together really makes me being a freak while taking the results hahaha...

and i finally got it!!! YOOHOOO!!!! and the convocation is on the 29th of MAY!! WEEE!!

Sunday, April 24

身份证号码最后一位,注定你的爱情

你的身份证最后一位号码,代表你的爱情每个人的身份证都是唯一的,那么它所代表的爱情呢? 身份证最后一位号码,代表一种水果,大家来选吧,看看你的爱情会是什么样的?


1: 杨梅
2:椰子
3: 葡萄
4: 西瓜
5:菠萝
6:芒果
7:火龙果
8:水蜜桃
9:哈密瓜
0:香蕉


1:杨梅---细腻   杨梅本就是一颗一颗,仔细看的话,每颗上面都有成百上千更小的颗粒,像极了心思细腻的双鱼;而且杨梅酸甜交织的味道,时而快乐,时而伤心的心情。

2:椰子--波动   你喜欢与人为伴,同时亦是一个很好的夥伴,但却不会与人深交。   对爱情亦一样,你容易投入一段恋情,但感情却快来快去,热情降温时就会放弃。

3:葡萄--助人   你有慷慨、幽默的个性,晓得令朋友高兴的法门,又喜欢帮他人想办法解决疑难,朋友与你相处都感到舒服愉快,不过你却不易宽恕别人的错。

4:西瓜--独立   在群体中你害羞而内敛,但独立处事时俨如另一个人,自信、进取而且热切渴望表现自己的机会,加上聪明又富想像力,叫人对你另眼相看。

5:菠萝--诚恳!   你为人谦虚而真诚,但对人却不会太热情,喜欢平静淡。宁静的环境能让你发挥无穷想像力,但你甚少用於工作上,只会为自己和朋友的生活添加趣味。

6:芒果--敏感   你拥有细腻的触觉,艺术天分颇高,对於周围的人及事物的一举一动都很敏感,容易因为环境变化而影响心情,但却不会改变你对人善良的态度。

7:火龙果--自强   你不相信命运,认为凭努力可达到一切目标,不容许自己懒惰散漫,给自己很大压力。你愿意为朋友付出,对爱情忠诚但却有很强的妒忌心。

8:水蜜桃--专一   你对甚麼都愿意付出全部心力,对追求目标从不怕辛苦。你对爱情更是一心一意,但是很怕寂寞,需要对方付出大量的时间和关心,叫人喘不过气。

9:哈密瓜--忠诚   你对於对与错的问题有很强烈的判断,认为是不合理的定不会做,所以换来   诚实可靠的形象,加上你作风低调,深得别人信赖。

0:香蕉--热情   你平日做事喜欢即兴而为,无论玩乐或做正经事都要尽,爱情路上你也去到尽,热情无限,同时希望对方也一样全数奉献,支配欲和妒忌心也很重。

sorry that i loved YOU ♥

anthony neely 倪安东 - sorry that i love you



Sorry that I loved you


For all of the times that I tried for your smile
For making you think that I was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine

For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind


And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight


And I'm so sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by


For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when I fled the scene
Sorry love, for wasting your time

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

An apology now after all of this time
Won't make any difference tonight
But I'm hoping "i'm sorry" will open your mind
To love love love love in your life


Sorry that i hurt you
Sorry that i fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true But sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right


So sorry that i hurt you
Sorry that i fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true But sorry doesn't turn back time

I'm sorry that i loved you
I'm sorry that i hurt you

I'm so sorry that i loved you
I'm sorry that i hurt you

Sorry that i loved you


对不起,我爱过你
曾经我总是试着讨妳欢心
好让妳认为我就是真命天子
那么我就能赢得妳的爱

送妳鲜花牵妳的手
没有人阻止我们
但是爱情终究让我们盲目

对不起我伤害了妳
对不起我搞砸了
对不起我爱上了妳
很抱歉它发生了 但道歉也不能让时光倒流
所有我对妳做的事
我希望可以补偿
对不起我曾经那样爱妳
对不起我曾经那么地需要妳
对不起我曾紧紧拥着妳

而且我还要道歉的是
让妳爱上我却必须说再见
还有 我居然教会了妳 什么是哭泣
爱情真的来过 但它又悄悄溜走

很抱歉我曾给妳梦想的一切
却又在我逃离后全部拿走
抱歉 我的爱 因为我浪费了妳的青春

对不起我伤害了妳
对不起我搞砸了
对不起我爱上了妳
很抱歉它发生了 但道歉也不能让时光倒流
所有我对妳做的事
我希望可以补偿
对不起我曾经那样爱妳
对不起我曾经那么地需要妳
对不起我曾紧紧拥着妳

经过了这么久
一句抱歉并不能改变什么
但我真心希望 这句抱歉能打开妳的心房
好让妳在未来还能继续去爱

对不起我伤害了妳
对不起我搞砸了
对不起我爱上了妳
很抱歉恶梦成真 但再多的道歉也改变不了什么
所有我对妳做的事
我希望可以补偿

对不起我伤害了妳
对不起我搞砸了
对不起我爱上了妳
很抱歉恶梦成真 但再多的道歉也改变不了什么

对不起我爱上了妳
对不起我伤害了妳

对不起我爱上了妳
对不起我伤害了妳

对不起我爱上了妳...




对不起,我爱过你

Saturday, April 23

Friday, April 22

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Sunday, April 17

都是你。。。唯一一个人




















真的爱你。。。依然还是爱着你

依然还是。。

原来我还没有那个勇气抬头看你,没有勇气跟你说话,没有勇气把一眼望着你,没有勇气跟你笑一笑,没有勇气跟你说再见。。。

但看到你时我还是像以前那样得那么紧张,心跳得很快,手开始抖,眼睛会很想看你,很想跟你说话,很想跟你笑笑。。

很怕跟你说再见,因为是怕不能再见你了,你说再见的那一时我心却依然还是痛,眼泪差不多就要掉下来了

才知道原来我还是没放下,真正还没完全的把你放下,因为我还不舍得放下你。。。

但我必须要放下。。。我一定要坚强!!!

Friday, April 15

Bruno Mars - Today My Life Begins

Bruno Mars - Today My Life Begins


I've been working hard so long
Seems like pain has been my only friend
My fragile heart's been done so wrong
I wondered if I'd ever heal again

Ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
All around me I can feel a change (ohh)

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting, it's mine for the taking
I know I can make it, today my life begins

Yesterday has come and gone
And I've learn how to leave it where it is
And I see that I was wrong
For ever doubting I could win

Ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
All around me i can feel a change (ohh)

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting, it's mine for the taking
I know I can make it, today my life begins

Life's to short to have regrets
So I'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget
We only have one life to live
So you better make the best of it

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting, it's mine for the taking
I know I can make it, today my life begins

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting, it's mine for the taking
I know I can make it, today my life begins...


YES!! AFTER TODAY'S SHOW CASE..
A WHOLE NEW LIFE BEGINS!!
A WHOLE NEW JOURNEY AHEAD!!
I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me

leave the past behind me, today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting, it's mine for the taking
I know I can make it, today my life begins

Wednesday, April 13

不当情侣很可惜的星座男女组合

第一个:白羊座的女生与巨蟹座的男生 白羊女跟巨蟹男都是很有才气、很有天分的星座,然後感情也都很丰富,只是碍於巨蟹男可能比较害羞一 点,然後牡羊女是属於那种如果没有三两下先把气氛炒热的话,很快就意兴阑珊,所以你们两个就是一个 急惊风碰上一个慢郎中,不过因为你们可以透过彼此欣赏而建立深厚的情谊然後当情人,其实也是挺好的 。


第二个:金牛座的女生与射手座的男生 这一对不做情人很可惜,是因为金牛女跟射手男彼此都很怪,而且他们的怪只有对方可以镇的住。

第三个:双子座的女生与天秤座的男生 其实天秤男条件都还不错,譬如说努力工作、身家也很好、长得又帅气,只差没有女生敲开他的心房,但 是双子座女生有这个本事让他打开他的心房,所以只要双子女有心,这个天秤男简直就是你的囊中之物罗 !

第四个:巨蟹座的女生与双鱼座男生 巨蟹女与双鱼男都是属於很有家庭观念,然後也很挑剔,又比较闷骚型的,所以这两个星座如果凑在一起 的话,彼此都能给对方他们所要的,譬如说他们可以建立一个温暖的家,然後可以在对方身上得到满足, 而且这两个星座又很喜欢照顾对方。

第五个:狮子座女生与双子座男生 其实双子座的男生没有大家想像中那麼坏,那很多狮子座就是喜欢双子能够带给他们乐趣,因为狮子女一 定要人家来追,所以双子男对她有意无意的挑逗,会让两人恋爱的过程很有趣。

第六个:处女座的女生与白羊座的男生 其实白羊男MAN的时候,真的很MAN,而且他们对自己本身很有抱负,当然,他需要的就是崇拜他的人,那 处女座的女生就是这一点好处,她可以对别人都很不假词色,可是对她真心所爱的人,她是对方永远的粉 丝,当然就可以里外相应合了。

第七个:天秤座的女生与天蝎座的男生 这两个星座若只是当朋友的话,实在是太可惜了,因为当朋友的你们,彼此之间有的也只是打哈哈,但若 是谈恋爱的话,可是很能互补的;像天秤座的女生看似强悍,其实她很需要另外一半的陪伴,那天蝎座的 男生还满优柔寡断的,需要别人给他一些中肯的建议,而天秤女的理性就相当适合他,所以他们两个凑在 一起除了性格不合,其他都很合。

第八个:天蝎座的女生与金牛座的男生 这两个人不谈恋爱很可惜,因为你们都是性方面的高手,那其实天蝎女只是喜欢这件事,金牛男则是擅长 这件事,所以这两个人若是凑在一起,其实是可以大战三天三夜的。

第九个:射手座的女生与魔羯座的男生 射手女可以试试看魔羯男在一起,因为你们彼此可以带领对方看到一些新世界,像魔羯座的男生会让射手 女看到什麼叫做理性、分析与专业,而射手女的活泼、可爱、明亮,则可以让魔羯男的灰暗生活充满了阳 光和生气;而且射手座的女生通常依赖心还蛮强的,那这个在她身边的男人都会有自信起来,所以你们两 个都可以提供对方所欠缺的,不谈恋爱还满可惜的。

第十个:魔羯座的女生与处女座的男生 其实处女座的男生很闷骚,而且这两个星座的男女都是属於那种还满优质的,也都是外冷内热的闷骚型, 所以外表上大家礼尚往来,但是私底下很多小小的讯号、小小的暗号,可是只有彼此看的懂,这种小暗号 只有你们心里明白,所以既然这麼心有灵犀,何不就谈个恋爱。

第十一个:水瓶座的女生与水瓶座的男生 水瓶可以对水瓶,其实很相配,因为他们的个性都很怪,可惜的是他们不太来电,若是要让他们注意到对 方,可能就需要一些意外或是机会发生,譬如其中有一个人感情受到非常大的创伤,另外一个人适时的闯 入或者是给他安慰,除非这样的机会,否则的话这两个太像的人反而会彼此没有感觉。

第十二个:双鱼座的女生与狮子座的男生 很多双鱼座的女生不要看她长得像个女人,可是行为像个男生,而且还满MAN的,那或是她们遇到狮子座 的男生,就会收敛她的MAN,因为狮子座的男生很刚强,而且看起来就是很质朴然後又很刚毅木讷这样, 他愈是这样子,双鱼座的女生愈是甘愿为他付出。

好吧……我們單身

一个人的世界
一个人听歌
一个人走路
一个人喝茶
一个人难过
一个人开心
一个人自言自语
一个人自哼自唱
一个人坐栏杆上看夜景
一个人等待月落晨起
一个人走过风风雨雨
一个人生活或许很寂寞、很孤单
但其然
一个人也很自在、很开心、很快乐

一个人想哭就哭
一个人想笑就笑
一个人想吃就吃
一个人可一整天不说话
一个人可懒猪般睡到日晒三竿
一个人可以随心所欲
一个人可以没有任何感情包袱
一个人生活没有什么不好

一个人独处的时间比以前长了
一个人慢慢的变得成熟
一个人慢慢的变得深沉
喜欢一个人吹海风
喜欢一个人延着公路漫无目的的行走
喜欢一个人站在窗边
喜欢一个人……

想要一个人好好的生活
一个人好好的照顾自己
一个人开开心心
一个人安安静静

习惯一个人起床
一个人开始新的一天
没有不确定
没有不安
因为没有人期待

习惯一个人上路
没有方向
没有归期
因为没有人等待

习惯一个人听歌
没有灯光
没有打扰
因为一切都静止

习惯一个人独坐
没有忧伤
没有烦恼
因为没有思念

习惯一个人的雨季
没有伞的日子
学会了奔跑
学会了躲避
学会了不在下雨天生病

习惯一个人睡
忘记时间
忘记存在
忘记没有忘记的过去

习惯一个人的世界
因为一个人的世界
只有一个人懂……



i love you

Tuesday, April 12

心碎

今天一醒就看到你的信息我很开心因为你还会信息我。。但我一打开你的信息时,还没开始读之前眼泪就默默地流下来,一边读,一边流泪,一边心痛。。过后就回复你。。

就想起你那时候你说过你会珍惜我,你说你对我的感觉不怕不变

你答应过我的你没做到,你所说的也没做到。。全部都是假的,都不会成真的。。我怎么那么傻相信你所说的呢?? 我知道我会那么傻因为我喜欢你,因为我爱你,爱你就要相信你,爱你的一切。。

在你的信息里说‘你有你自己的生活,我有我自己的生活。’一读,就想像一下你是不是有目标了,还是你找到你所要的目标了??

从我们分手的时候,我依然还是爱着你,偷偷的想你,暗恋着你。。想着你现在过得怎样?有没有好好的照顾自己的健康,学业,家庭,学会等等。。

但希望你会过得好好!! 你要加油哦!!

别理我了,因为你有自己的生活了,不必再管我了,谢谢你

Monday, April 11

couple ~♥~

just look at the lovely young couples
makes me feel warm and lots of love inside...
seeing them so sweet i envay them

casual

u are just there for me ^^

kiss kiss ~♥~
i also want kiss kiss (muacks) from my future bf of cause


so cute together ^^


huggies
eeeee...i also want hugs T.T

Wednesday, April 6

camwhore

when to soka meet with cass and nelson the performance is awesome, sad, touching...

later accompany cass to commerce square there for her audition...

then off to pyramid to kill time..

camwhore time!!







Monday, April 4

instag-ram

suddenly i'm so in to instag-ram nowadays..because of the effect they had..make picture like in the 30s or 50s i kinda like it thinking of buying those instagram camera as well haha









instagram instagram weeeee....when i have money i'm going to buy that instagram camera WEEEEEE ^^^^