love

the picture say everything...

sick of this

i'm sick of you
sick of talking to you
sick of looking at you
sick of being here with you
sick of this place together with you
sick of hearing your voice

I'M SICK OF YOU!!!

i wanna get out of this place SOON AS POSSIBLE
i don't wanna see you!!!

I'M SICK OF YOU!!!

my dream

my love oh my mini copper!!!

i'm a fan of HELLO KITTY!!

look at all the cute Hello Kitty!!

i'm totally in heaven!!

save me

my soul is trampling, my body is shaking, my heart is aching

i just know that the scar in my heart will not mend back as fast as i thought it will be..

save me....

lonely nights, weeping nights, restless nights,

letting go is a easy way to do, forgetting will the hardest for me

i try and try slowly slowly eventually it will forget in my mind

my heart is aching, my heart is shaking, 

one more bad move it turns to pieces

letting someone i love so much, care so much, 

hurting my heart again and again until the stage of never mending back

save me.....

save me from this, heart breaking moments,

save me from this, heart aching moments,

save me from this, cold darkness heart,

i have love someone that i have not love some one before,

you were the first, and the first to break my heart again and again,

it's been 7th month seen that day, my heart is slowly mending back

by the laughter of my friends, by the warmness of my family,

by the care of my sister, by the days i had gone through without you

but there is always a hole in my heart that could never mend it back, 

that hole will be yours, and yours only

a memory, a pass, an experience that i would never forget,

as loved and forever will to you

lonely nights, weeping nights, restless nights

how life is great when you are care free,

how life is great when you have no doubts, 

how life is great when you have no problems,

(this are all common human beings asking oneself)

but 1 thing i would like to ask myself...

'HOW LIFE IS GREAT WHERE I'M THERE FOR YOU (MY FRIENDS)'

i always keep to myself, seeing my friends happy, i'm happy

seeing my friends weeping, i'm sad

seeing them prob-ling, i'm useless...

i also want to help my friends, 

i'm always conscious about my friends, there are my life, 

people asking me, why do i go all out when my friends need help,

when they ask me for favor, while some of them just take you for granted, 

i told to myself, i don't mind them taking me for a granted, 

i just hope one day they will remember me, 

and will be there for me, like i'm there for them.

for me friends are second warmest to family,

for me friends are second helpful to family,

for me friends are second joyful to family, 

that why i cherish them so much even they mistook me 

even they back stab me, even they make fun of me, even they hurt me

but one thing i know is that may be someday it will change 

and accept me more than just being a friend, a close friend.

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my passion, my dream

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cool pictures

browsing through google and found some awesome pictures and moves

cool moves...wish that i'm flexible enough to do this move.. ^^

dont underestimate the power of iphone ya hahaha

done with right split now all is left split

left split i need to challenge you!!!

王心凌-陪我到以後 feat.羅志祥

It's My Life

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profile picture!!

woohoo!! i got a new profile picture all thanks to rachael!!

wore this shoe for our fun photo shoot today ^^

seriously i cant just stop wearing it i love them so much..

i think this the more than the 5th time i brought shoes from agape

seriously it's totally satisfied the style that you want..and the hospitality 

to serve every customer everyday just satisfied you to more of their items..

agape's shoe is like a drug to me..i have lots of different style 

just because of agape and i love them so much that provide such awesome shoes,

such awesome service, and really a WOW at the end of the day...

with the sound of music

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loving you is not a mistake!!

loving some one is never a mistake,

sadly though it may end,

even your regrets are a part of you.

on my mind

i just don't freaking get it!!! why did u say u love me, why did we get together!!!

u say that u love and cherish me, but in the end you left me..

IF YOU CAN'T LOVE ME, DON'T LOVE ME

IF YOU DON'T WANNA BE WITH ME, THEN DON'T START THE RELATIONSHIP

IF YOU THINK WE ARE NOT SUIT FOR EACH OTHER, THEN WHY YOU EVEN TRY TO GET TOGETHER

i know i'm a fool, being a game to you, being a satisfaction to you, being a substituent for you, being a door mate to you...where you were better of with some one else, some one closer to you, where some one known you more then me, where some one is always there for you....

i hurt that some one just being with you, my relationship with that some one had gone distance when i was with you...that some one loves you before than i do, that some one accompany you more than i do..

i felt it when i was with you, playing dump and stupid just to be with you...

saying that you are stress in this relationship, i was too have more stress than you in the relationship...

IF YOU LOVE ME, LOVE THAT SOME ONE MORE

IF YOU WANNA BE WITH ME, BE WITH THAT SOME ONE MORE

IF YOU THINK WE ARE SUIT TOGETHER, SUIT WITH THAT SOME ONE MORE...

THAT CERTAIN SOME ONE WILL BE MORE  幸福 THAN ME...

i'm glad you walk out from my life personally, i'm glad you have broke this relationship with me, allowing me to patch things up for the things that i have done wrong, allowing to patch things up with that some one, making our friendship grow...

you have my gratitude, you have my thanks, you have my spirit, you have my courage, to continue your relationship with some one else...

saying thank you to you, even i don't you want you to go, even i don't want to let go of this relationship...

when times gone by, i eventually did let go of you, eventually did let go of this relationship

P.S... I DO AND STILL LOVE YOU

don't want to get involve in your relationship with some one else, don't want to get involve in your life, don't want to get involve with anything that relates to you...

i'm better off loving you in a corner, peeking at you in a corner, admiring you in a corner, thinking of you in a corner, caring you in a corner...

i have and always loved you with all my heart

so freaking agree!!

男孩: “我喜欢你...”

女孩: “我觉得你还没看到我的朋友，她比我更漂亮！”

男孩: “她在哪里?”

女孩: “在你后面！”

男孩转过身看没人...

男孩: “没有人咧...”

女孩: “如果你真的喜欢我，你不会转身找她...”

男孩: “...”

女孩: “所以抱歉我不能接受你...”

music

listening to music that makes me relax and letting go my tears where is in me for so long...


letting go make me feel less burden, lessen the sorrow, lessen the pain

張靚穎 - 花開的聲音

张靓颖-我相信

不得不愛

你是我的幸福嗎-伊能靜

鍾舒漫/洪卓立 - 傻瓜

舒漫/洪卓立 - 傻瓜

傻瓜♥

Nicki Minaj - Super Bass

Nicki Minaj - Super Bass

Beyoncé - Best Thing I Never Had

Beyonce - best thing i never had

wish you were here

Avril Lavigne - wish you were here

I can be tough

I can be strong

But with you, It's not like that at all

Theres a girl who gives a shit

Behind this wall

You just walk through it

[refrain]

And I remember all those crazy thing you said

You left them running through my head

You're always there, you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did

Didn't think about it just went with it

You're always there, you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

Here, Here, Here

I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

Near, Near, Near

I wish you were here.

I love the way you are

It's who I am don't have to try hard

We always say, Say like it is

And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy thing you said

You left them running through my head

You're always there, you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did

Didn't think about it just went with it

You're always there, you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

Here, Here, Here

I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

Near, Near, Near

I wish you were here.

[bridge]

No, I don't wanna let go

I just wanna let you know

That I never wanna let go

Let go, Oh, Oh,

No, I don't wanna let go

I just wanna let you know

That I never wanna let go

Let go, Let go, Let go...

[chorus]

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

Here, Here, Here

I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

Near, Near, Near

I wish you were here.

what are there??

what are there??

what are my goals??

what are my mission??

WHAT WHAT WHAT!!??

what are the definition of goals??

what do i need to hit??

the pass month i have set a goal, but is not exactly my mission. i know how my parents love the country side. when we all when for a month holiday in UK, the trip mostly bring backs the memories of my parents when they were in Toronto for studies, how they enjoy their life they, how they went through.

when me and my bro was walking on the grounds of my sis university and my dad keep saying to us that study here then get a job then got a PR, got a house and my parent could retire and come live with us in UK. i know that's my dad wish, and dream and as a child to them i really want to grand them that wish, make their dream came true.

that's what i'm aiming now to make my parents dream come true!!...i know that is possible

but what is my real mission in life, i have been on so call "vacation" for a month..i've been backing out, i've been loss, don't really know what i want from here, don't really where to go next???

i don't wanna stuck in the middle of no where, i don't want to stay on the road that leads to no where..that is definitely not what angels of peace are to do...

i need to move on to a new goal!! resolve my mission again!! i need to get back on track!!

drink with the family ^^

 

Mojito cocktail an awesome drink i ever try last night with the family

shoeaholic

i'm a shoeaholic!! YES I AM!!

shoes shoes shoes I LOVE THEM!!

how i wish i have a closet like THEM!!!

flying high

spreading my angels wings, fly as high as the birds can go

going through thunder storm, and shine..

KEEP ON FLYING HIGH!!!

KEEP ON FLYING STRONG!!