还是一个人 宇珩

还是一个人 宇珩

不在乎的口吻

掩飾我的認真

我再三的確認

感情有沒有變冷

你說我沒變過

孩子氣才最像我

你把近況輕輕帶過

如此寂寞

你還是一個人

快不快樂

好像又比從前瘦了

或許你已覺得無所謂

錯過了追不回

為甚麼要 讓自己累

我們都不完美

怎麼追求完美

剩下這一點體會

填補空位

你還是一個人

快不快樂

好像又比從前瘦了

或許你已覺得無所謂

錯過了追不回

為甚麼要 讓自己累

我還是一個人

繼續生活

也沒有特別的難過

只是夜裡偶爾想起了

那過去太深刻

多捨不得 怎能忘了

好像有些甚麼

話到嘴邊又吞了

我們聊聊別的

就要走了 hmm...

希望你是真的快樂

祝你快樂



Michael Jackson - Hold My Hand Duet With Akon ft. Akon

This life don't last forever
(Hold my hand)
So tell me what we're waiting for
(Hold my hand)
We're better off being together
(Hold my hand)
Being miserable alone
(Hold my hand)
(Together):
Cause I been there before and you've been there before, But together we can be alright. (alright) (yeah)
Cause when it gets dark and when it gets cold we hold Each other till we see the sunlight.
So if you just hold my hand, baby, I promise that I'll do all I can
Things will get better if you just hold my hand
Nothing can come between us if you just hold, hold my, hold, hold my, hoold my hand, hold my hand.

Akon:
The nights are gettin' darker (darker)
(Hold my hand)
And there's no peace inside (inside)
(Hold my hand)
So why make our lives harder
(Hold my hand)
By fighting love tonight
(So hold...)

(Together):
Cause I been there before and you've been there before, But together we can be alright. (alright)
Cause when it gets dark and when it gets cold we hold Each other till we see the sunlight. (ooh yeah)
So if you just hold my hand, baby, I promise that I'll do all I can
Things will get better if you just hold my hand (yeah)
Nothing can come between us if you just hold, hold my, hold, hold my, hoold my hand, hold my hand.

Bridge:
I can tell that you're tired of being lonely (yeah)
Take my hand don't let go, baby, hold me (yeah)
Come to me and let me be your one and only (hold my hand)
Cause I can make it alright till the morning. (hold my hand)

I can tell that you're tired of being lonely (hold my hand)
Take my hand don't let go, baby, hold me (hold me)
Come to me and let me be your one and only (one and only)
Cause I can make it alright till the morning. (hold my hand)

Hold my hand, (yeah) baby, I promise that I'll do all I can (hold my hand)
Things will get better if you just hold my hand
Nothing can come between us if you just hold, hold my, hold, hold my, hoold my hand, hold my hand

Hold my hand, (yeah) baby, (yeah) I promise that I'll do all I can (hold my hand)
Things will get better if you just hold my hand
Nothing can come between us if you just hold, hold my, hold, hold my, hold my hand, hold my hand.

take it slow

finally got a message from my lecturer saying that the presentation will change to after CNY!!! i was jumping up and down when i got the message!!! woo hooo...

can take my time doing it and got time to prepare but i cant take my own sweet time i need to finish up soon!!!

i really miss him so so so freaking much!!

i really wonder what is he doing now?? online doing what i really wanna chat with him...

i really wanna let him know i really miss him so much!!

i really wanna hug him so badly T.T

you're love really is my drug, my ecstasy...it keep me on going...

i really miss you badly, wanna talk to you, chat with you, laugh with you, HUG YOU ....T.T

there is 1 thing i'm happy with he like my status in fb^^

LIKE LIKE LIKE IT SO MUCH!!!

MILEY!!

Miley Cyrus - When I Look At You

When I Look At You Lyrics

Everybody needs inspiration,

Everbody needs a song.

A beautiful melody,

When the night's so long.

Cause there is no guarantee,

That this life is easy.

Yeah when my world is falling apart.

When there's no light to break up the dark,

That's when I, I, I look at you.

When the waves are flooding the shore,

and I can't find my way home anymore.

That's when I, I, I look at you.

When I look at you,

I see forgiveness,

I see the truth.

You love me for who I am,

Like the stars hold the moon,

Right there where they belong.

and I know im not alone.

Yeah when my world is falling apart,

When there's no light to break up the dark,

That's when I, I, I look at you.

When the waves are flooding the shore,

and I can't find my way home anymore,

That's when I, I, I look at you.

You, appear just like a dream to me.

Just like kaleidoscope colors,

That cover me,

All I need,

Every breath that I breathe,

Don't you know you're beautiful!

Yeah

When the waves are flooding the shore,

and I can't find my way home anymore,

That's when I, I, I look at you.

I look at you, Yeah, Woah.

You, appear just like a dream to me.

Miley Cyrus - Who Owns My Heart

Who Owns My Heart lyrics

Creation shows me what to do

I'm dancing on the floor with you

And when you touch my hand

I go crazy, yeah

The music tells me what to feel

I like you now

But is this real

By the time we say goodnight

I'll know if this is right

And I feel you (you) coming through my veins.

Am I into you (you) or is it music to blame?

Who owns my heart

Is it love or is it art

'Cause the way you got your body movins got me confused

And I can't tell if it's the beat or sparks

Who owns my heart

Is it love or is it art

You know I wanna believe that we're a masterpiece

But sometimes it's hard to tell in the dark

Who owns my heart

The room is full

But all I see is the way

Your eyes just blaze through me

Like fire in the dark

We're like living art

And it hits me

Like a tidal wave

Are you feeling me?

Or is the music to blame?

Who owns my heart

Is it love or is it art

'Cause the way you got your body movins got me confused

And I can't tell if it's the beat or sparks

Who owns my heart

Is it love or is it art

You know I wanna believe that we're a masterpiece

But sometimes it's hard to tell in the dark

Who owns my heart

So come on, baby

Keep on roping me

Keep on roping me

Like a rodeo

Baby, hold me close

Come on

Here we go (x3)

And it hits me

Like a tidal wave

Are you feeling me

Or is the music to blame

Who owns my heart

Is it love or is it art

'Cause the way you got your body movins got me confused

And I can't tell if it's the beat or sparks

Who owns my heart

Is it love or is it art

You know I wanna believe that we're a masterpiece

But sometimes it's hard to tell in the dark

Who owns my heart

如果一辈子不见面你还会喜欢我吗﹏

1，我以为终有一天，我会彻底将爱情忘记，将你忘记，可是，忽然有一天，我听到了一首旧歌，我的眼泪就下来了，因为这首歌，我们一起听过。

2，孤单是手机里的电话号码越来越多，每天接的电话越来越多，每天发的短信越来越多。

可是当你突然看到一片曾经在梦里反复出现的葵花花田，你兴奋地拍照，大声地呐喊，可是过后却不知道要把拍好的照片传给手机里的谁，那一瞬间你突然明白，一路走到现在，一直没有人站在你身边，陪你看风景

3.，世上有很多东西是可以挽回的，譬如良知，譬如体重，但是不可挽回的东西更多，譬如旧梦，譬如岁月，譬如对一个人的感觉。

4，爱着的人，和睡在身边的人，不是同一个，这是常有的事。把爱她的话，说给别的人听，这是常有的事。想着将来，计划着将来，但将来永远都不会出现，这也是常有的事。所以，我说，人的一生，有时候，就这样，渐渐结束了。

5，再也没有一个人，让你看到她笑，会轻扬唇角，看到她皱眉，欲以身代

6，为什么要知道对方的秘密呢?世上最黑暗的地方，是一个人的心底。

7，无论我变得如何强大，你仍然会是我的弱点

8，我想送给你那一朵握紧在手里的花，还不够完成一个童话，所以看着你浅笑安然，匆匆走过有我的年华。

9，留着一个号码，不过是为了守候—个人。

10，我会一直在，纵使寂寞开成海。

11，有些人，你以为可以见面的。有些事，你以为可以一直继续的。然后，也许在你转身的那个刹那。有些人，你就再也见不到了。当太阳落下，又升起来的时候，一切都变了，一不小心就再也回不去了。

12，我以为我害怕的，是告别的时刻，原来，我同样害怕重逢。

13，希望你别迷路了，希望你交到好朋友，希望你别再被人欺负，希望你幸福，希望你一个人，也能够坚强

14，我的心碎了，可是我没有胶水。

15，你可以选择爱我或者不爱我，而我只能选择爱你或者更加爱你。

16，某些人的爱情，只是一种“当时的情绪”。如果对方错将这份情绪当做长远的爱情，是本身的幼稚。

17，能够说出的委屈，便不算委屈;能够抢走的爱人，便不算爱人。

18，如果你相信命，那么一切的偶然都是注定。如果你不相信命，那么一切的注定都是偶然。

19，谢谢你 让我曾经看过天堂的模样。

20，无论怎么样，一个人借故堕落总是不值得原谅的，越是没有人爱，越要爱自己。

21，我们永远无法预计未来，年轻的时候我们太坦诚，而长大之后我们又太不坦诚。

22，也许爱不是怀念，不是热烈，而是岁月，年深月久成了生活中的一部分。

23，时间会慢慢沉淀，有些人会在你心底慢慢模糊。学会放手，你的幸福需要自己的成全。

24，用力，缄默。如你所见，这是我的可悲之处。

25，一些很期待的生活，总是在你自以为是的梦想中消磨了，然后给予你一个很失望的打 击。有些东西，想起来总是很美好的，于是在你的想当然中，荒废了一场本来可以很开心的现实。

26，那颗心，曾经为他多少次激烈且默默地跳动。是真的真的很爱，才将一颗真心奉上，任由践踏

27，在岁月的宽恕下，成长却如期而至，回眸却已不知青春在转瞬间不见了。可是，天空依然有鸟飞过。所有的事情终究是有往后的。

28，倒不是真的有多爱你 只是不想再寻寻觅觅。

29，总有一天你会明白，人首先要爱自己。我没有办法一无所有的爱你。

30，是谁规定了灰姑娘必须被王子拯救? 没有问过灰姑娘愿不愿意，也没有人问过她爱不爱王子，好像只要她的脚合适的穿上了水晶 鞋，就理该感激涕零的跟王子回宫，然后永远在幸福中诚惶诚恐。

31，我们也许一辈子都不会见面，你还会这样喜欢我吗?

----我们本来一辈子不见面。

32， 思念不重，像一整个秋天的落叶。

33，你是我小心维护的梦，我疲倦地享受着，这个无法靠近的光芒。

34，四季很好，如果你在。

35，握住你爱的人的手吧，也许下辈子，走在身边的，就是别人了。

36，如果现在多一张机票,你会和我一起走吗?

37，睹物思人的后半句，永远都是物是人非。

38，十年前追求完美，几近苛刻;十年后才发现，当初最不完美的那个人，其实是自己。

39，得不到，就永不会患得患失，不需追索美好的背面，不必顾及爱情泯逝。一个人的天堂，也没什么不好。

40，没有什么过不去，我不相信幸福，我相信你。

41，酒在肚子里，事在心里，中间总好象隔着一层，无论喝多少酒，都淹不到心上去。

42，在这个世界上，没有人真正可以对另一个人的伤痛感同身受。你万箭穿心，你痛不欲 生，也仅仅是你一个人的事，别人也许会同情，也许会嗟叹，但永远不会清楚你伤口究竟溃烂到何种境地。

43，我有很多个梦想。每个梦想里都有你。

44，生命的开始不过是一场早已写好的结束。我们都是带线的玩偶，向着那写好的结局一路狂奔，直到——穷途末路。
45，我们相爱过吗?”“相爱过。”“多久?”“一瞬间。”

46，幸好爱情不是一切，幸好一切不都是爱情。

47，没有你逃到哪里心都是死灰。

48，上辈子我欠你的，这辈子我来还，这辈子你欠我的，下辈子来还我。

49，开始的时侯，我们就知道，总会有终结

50，很多时候，我平静地做着一些事，喝水，失眠，然后突然很疼痛地想你，真的很疼，疼得我弯下了腰哭泣。

51，这么执着的爱着你，是出自爱情，还是不甘心。

52，如果回忆象钢铁般坚硬那么我是该微笑还是哭泣，如果钢铁象记忆般腐蚀那这里是欢城还是废墟?

53，我落日般的忧伤就像惆怅的飞鸟，惆怅的飞鸟飞成我落日般的忧伤。

54，你的幸福路人皆知,我的狼狈无处遁形。

55，有些事以温暖而美好的姿态定格，停留在我的记忆。

56，孤单是你想约朋友逛街，结果发现朋友已经约了别的朋友，于是他对你说抱歉。
孤单是你再也不会为一个人的生日而费尽心机地去挑礼物。
孤单是你再不会因为书里的情节和自己的故事相似而大哭一场。
孤单是我站在这条经线，而你站在那一条经线，我和你之间隔了几点几个时差。

57，我遇到猫在潜水，却没有遇到你。
我遇到狗在攀岩，却没有遇到你。
我遇到夏天飘雪，却没有遇到你。
我遇到冬天刮台风，却没有遇到你。
我遇到了所有的不平凡，却一直遇不到平凡的你。

58，今时今**已经没有那样再爱一个人的能力了。我只有心脏骤停，却无力回应。当时年少不经事，现在两个人都早已不能回头。

59，思念不能自已，痛苦不能自理，结果不能自取，幸福不能自予。

cried T.T

may be it's just meant to be

this is what i'm feeling now!!

遇見--孫燕姿(向左走向右走mv)

江美琪 愛哭鬼

JJ林俊傑＊害怕

孫燕姿-我也很想他

Ti Amo - Arron Yan

and finally OUR song

Jay Chou 周杰伦 -  我不配

valentine's day is coming!!

CNY haven even come and i'm stressing over valentine's day already!!

how i wish to celebrate valentine's day with baby dear..

if i get to celebrate valentine's day i will difinately celebrate with:

♥ that the room fill with lavender aroma to relax oursleve

♥ lots of teacups candle light fill the room with dim light

♥ have a candle light dinner just the 2 of us

♥ after dinner to have a slow waltz together

♥ have strawberry and chocolate dessert

♥ snuggle together with the romantic enviroment

♥ and last is to give baby dear his valentine's kiss..muacks♥

haha thats what i'm thinking of HAHA...but if baby dear just want a simple dinner THAT WILL DO TOO!!!

AS LONG THE ONLY THING HE SPEND IS HIS TIME WITH ME I'M HAPPY!! ♥

darling handsome!!

OMG!!! OMG!!! i dint know that baby dear is super DUPER handsome!!

i know his cool and handsome and MY type i'm looking for but now my eyes open even wider than before he is SUPER DUPER HANDSOME LA!! haha hehe ^^

handsome not?? cool not?? suai not??

dont need choose la all also la!! haha muacks muacks muacks!!

the guy on the left damn looks like baby dear la gonna do a photoshoot for baby dear

and see how yeng and handsome he is haha...FOR ME HE IS HAHA so dont JEALOUS LA!!

how i wanna hug and kiss him already haha..

I MISS HIS HUGS, HIS BODY ODOUR, HIS KISSES, HIS LOVES, HIS CARES,

HIS, ANGRINESS, HIS FACIAL EXPRESSION, HIS LAUGHTER, HIS WORDS

I SUPER DUPER MISS HIM!!

情侣接吻时，为什么咬男生 ...??

不 少 女 生 喜 欢 咬 自 己 的 男 朋 友

被 咬 的 男 生 你 们 知 不 知 道 这 样 做 的 含 义

其 实 女 生 都 是 希 望 男 朋 友 只 在 乎 自 己 的

如 男 生 你 被 女 朋 友 咬 了 一 下

那 么 你 别 问 为 什 么 也 别 拒 绝

就 算 疼 也 要 忍 、 因 为 你 们 要 知 道

你 被 咬 的 疼 她 心比你还 疼

女 生 心 疼 也 会 咬、

因 为 她 知 道 这 种 疼 远 比 不 上 有 天 你 离 开 她 的 那 种 心 疼

她 要 在 她 爱 的 人 身 上 留 下 属 于 自 己 的 记 号、

就 算 有 天 你 丢 下 她 走 了

她 也 希 望 你 会 看 到 那 伤 口 记 起 她 时 会 想 起 当 时 被 咬 的疼 痛、

希 望 你 明 白 这 伤 口 会 让 她 心 疼 到 比 咬 自 己 还 难受,虽 然 不 舍 ， 可 是 她 爱 你 、 她 希 望 你 会 是 他 想 起 来 会 感 到 疼 痛的 人!这 样 你 才 会 记 得 她 。[

请 男 生 好 好 珍 惜 让 你 疼 的 女 孩、 她 爱 你 、 她 希 望 你 用 疼 痛 的 方 式 记 住 自 己、那 样 你 才 不 会 轻 易 忘 记 她。

还 有 一个 意 思 就 是 ,别 负 我 。 如 果 2 0 1 2 年 火 山 没 喷 、地 没 裂 、楼 没 倒 、家 没 淹 、你 还 在 、他 还 爱 ；请 在 2 0 1 3 年 1 月 4 日 结 婚 吧 。因 为 这 是 千 载 难 逢 的 2 0 1 3 1 4 （ 爱 你 一 生 一 世 ）。

我也想在 2 0 1 3 1 4 （ 爱 你 一 生 一 世 ）结婚！！一定好浪漫的！！

宝贝可以吗？？哈哈。。

a walk to remember ~~~

watched a walk to remember just now it's my all time favourite!! (of cause titanic is my favourite too)

never disappoint me..always cry when watching it..

A WALK TO REMEMBER...story by nicholas sparks

my favourite author..

The story of two North Carolina teens, Landon Carter and Jamie Sullivan, who are thrown together after Landon gets into trouble and is made to do community service.....

and story begins...

a little trailer

i know this movie was like 9 years ago..but i cant stop watching because it's really touching

and i love romance movies..like of cause my girls dont??

the statement she said "i'm not afraid to die, but i'm afraid NOT being with YOU!"

it touches me so deep..i heard this statement and my heart feels sore..

i think of you like you're right in front of me it's like i cant touch you but i can see YOU!!

i wanna hold u tight in my arms...and we hugged as long as we can...

u no longer call my bi but just so u know u are still my baby dearest in my heart!! ALWAYS!!

I LOVE YOU!!

王力宏「需要人陪」

王力宏「需要人陪」

王力宏「需要人陪」

打開窗戶讓孤單透氣

這一間屋子 如此密閉

歡呼聲仍飄在空氣裡

像空無一人一樣華麗

我 漸漸失去知覺

就當做是種自我逃避

你 飛到天的邊緣

我也不猜落在何地

一個我 需要夢想 需要方向 需要眼淚

更需要 一個人來 點亮天的黑

我已經 無能為力 無法抗拒 無路可退

這無聲的夜 現在的我 需要人陪

閉上眼睛 就看不清

這雙人床 欠缺的 溫馨

誰能 陪我 直到天明

穿透這片 迷濛寂靜

我 漸漸失去知覺

就當做是種自我逃避

你 飛到天的邊緣

我已不猜落在何地

一個我 需要夢想 需要方向 需要眼淚

更需要 一個人來 點亮天的黑

我已經 無能為力 無法抗拒 無路可退

這無聲的夜 現在的我 需要人陪

一個我 需要夢想 需要方向 需要眼淚

更需要 一個人來 點亮天的黑

我已經 無能為力 無法抗拒 無路可退

這無聲的夜 現在的我 需要人陪

cny cookies!!

cny is coming and it's time to bake cookies!!! like always hahahaha

but this time will be me to do the baking ^^ like last year too!!

chocolate recipe ^^

witha little twist and turn with the recipe^^

mom posing while i take picture ^^

look at the dough yummy ^^

little pieces on the tray

tada and it came out nice!!

omg i see me!! haha while they are in the oven i took picture ^^

爱情

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，
总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，
你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、恋著你，
不论做什么事情，
只要能一起，就是好的，
但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，
你开始发现了对方的缺点，
於是问题一个接著一个发生，
你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，
有人说爱情就像在捡石头，
总想捡到一个适合自己的，
但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？

*她适合你，那你又适合她吗?
其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，
或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，
但是记住人是有弹性的，
很多事情是可以改变的，
只要你有心、有勇气，
与其到处去捡未知的石头，
还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨，你开始磨了吗？
很多人以为是因为感情淡了，
所以人才会变得懒惰。
错！
其实是人先被惰性征服，
所以感情才会变淡的。

*在某个聚餐的场合, 有人提议多吃点虾子对身体好，
这时候有个中年男人忽然说「十年前，当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候，她说要吃十
只虾，我就剥二十只给她！
现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！我连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧！

*听到了吗？明白了吗？
难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。
因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。
如果每个人都
懒得讲话、
懒得倾听、
懒得制造惊喜、
懒得温柔体贴，
那么夫妻或是情人之间，
又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？
所以请记住：
有活力的爱情，
是需要适度殷勤灌溉的，
谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！

by: Michelle Ong Mong Chze

~.~

♥ baby dear called me but i was down stairs doing decorations

♥ called him back and he actually wanna borrow my editing software...okay...

♥ it's 12AM lying on the bed sneeze cause it's pass my bed time

♥ the flu making my tears falling out

♥ after 12 eventually in the end he did not wish me after all...so what the heck..

♥ just another day pass like any other ordinary day only la.....so yup..

♥ so embarrasing that i wish him and he did not wish me back....feels like i'm wishing on the wrong day haha so yup thats it..

♥ forgeting it...just another normal day la..not planning anything for now and the following months...

♥ decided to slow stay out of it..MAY BE JUST MAY BE that..................................................

8th month anni~~

♥ today it's our 8th month annivesary...

♥ actually it was scary to wish him after so many things happen..i dont want this to happen again i took the courage to wish him...but he dint reply...sad T.T

♥ today morning went to time square with simon, nelson, cass and yukie finally

brought my lace dress that i'm aiming so freaking long!! and it's just RM19!!

♥ today baby dear was busy have rehearsal for their gym 10th annivesary cool!!

♥ today was suppose to go for a swim but i scare late and the whole spending time

with my friends i dint have the time to spend with my family feeling bad about it

decide not to go swimming and spend time with them!!

♥ last statement that there is 6 more hours to go wander that will baby dear wish me anot??

如果真的心疼你的男朋友，那就记住下面的话=)

1. 他不是超人，也会有喜怒哀乐，也会哭，也会脆弱。

2. 不要把他所有的付出当作理所应当，因为你们其实没有任何法定关系。

3. 不要拒绝他带你走进他的生活圈，因为他也有属于自己的生活。

4. 男孩子的心也会跟你一样的细腻，请别轻易伤害了他。

5. 不要假装生他的气，因为你不开心的时候他最难过。

6. 不要以为只有你会受伤，即使你受伤了他会不停安慰你，你还有那么多的异性朋友，他受伤了，只会一个人在角偷偷落舔噬伤口。

7. 不要在和他上网聊天的时候还和其他朋友继续聊，你可知道他为你退出游戏关掉其他窗口不听音乐，他为你放弃了兄弟放弃了自己，却等到你原本发给别人的话语会是什么感受。

8. 如果你真心爱他，请不要随便离开他，他渴望的是平静幸福的生活，他的心也会累。

9. 别让他任何等待的时间超过半个小时，即使真的有事也要向他解释一下，并且忙过后尽快的去联系他。

10. 不要和他赌气，除非你不再在意他今天是否过的好不好。

11. 爱他，就做出来给他看，不要隐藏你的爱，他会慌张。

12. 不要讨厌他人来疯似的电话或短信，因为他给你打电话或者发短信的时候，就是想你的时候，他电话打的越勤每天想你的次数就越多。

13. 别随便冲他发脾气或者因为在外面受了委屈而冲他发脾气，这样对他那颗爱你的心不公平。你可知道他即使天塌下来的时候对你仍是那么的温柔。别拿他和你认识的其他男生相比，即使他再平凡也长着一颗愿意为你付出一切的心，也请不要在他跟前称赞别的男孩。他也会吃醋。

15. 请包容他那些无心的错误，这是他挽救自己过失的唯一方法。请不要在他犯错过后就离开他。

16. 别在小事上斤斤计较，这样会让他心凉。

17. 不要在他的内心将自己摆在第一的位置，那样的你不配让他如此去爱。

18. 不要处处觉得自己的前程比他重要，或者因为自己的前程而忽略他的，你可知道他为了你早已经放下了自己的一切。

19. 鼓励他更加优秀，你是他最大的动力，他所有的一切，都是为了证明给你看的。

20. 学会听他向你倒苦水而不是你一直向他倒苦水。不定期给他发些暧昧短信让他可以知道你有多爱他。

21. 如果你们争吵了你的一句“我爱你，”抵过万句“对不起”它可以让他重新疼你爱你。

想要在一起 必须有一个很会忍

如果两个人想好好的在一起，必须有一个人特别特别会忍。
那些难过、那些委屈。
我很想说，其实我都懂。

我们不是每天都像看起来的那么开心。
我们都有很累的时候。
一个人在黑黑的夜里。被冷冷的风吹。
孤单的。

我要你开开心心。
即使再难过。
当想起有个人在默默的陪伴你。
即使是在很远很远的地方。

多想是你和我一起吃饭。
只要开开心心的。
哪怕是路边摊也可以吃的满足。
手牵手，快快乐乐的压马路。

我要的，
在我难过的时候，什么话都可以给那个你说。
一句亲爱的，别难过，你还有我。
心里的难过就会好很多很多。
因为我知道，
有个人在我的身后，默默的陪伴我。

我要的，
在我孤单的时候，有个人给我发发信息，让我听听你的声音。
这对我来说，比什么有趣的书，好玩的游戏都重要，都欣慰。
因为我知道，
有个人，虽然不经常见面、陪我，
但心里却一直挂念着我。

我要的，
一声叮嘱、一声关爱，一句问候。
吃饭了么？饿了么？累了么？
其实，对我都是珍贵的、暖暖的。
我发誓永远都不会嫌这样的话语啰嗦、麻烦。
一句我们在一起，什么困难我都能抗下去。
其实，在我心里都会荡漾出最幸福的涟漪。
我不要温柔的甜言蜜语、不要海枯石烂的誓言。
我要的，
只是一个紧紧的无声拥抱；
只是要一只能牢牢牵住我的、不会随便丢掉的手。

我不要你每一分钟都陪我。
你也有你的生活，我不想干涉你太多。
我要的，
只是你能够相信我，
说的出就能做的到的行动。
温暖着我的心底，充满着幸福的滋味。

很多感触、很多感动。
我都放在了我的心里慢慢回味。
一条关怀的短信、一声电话骚扰。
其实，都是我在想你的表现。
你懂吗？
我想要的，仅此而已。
未来的未来，未知未觉。
迷茫的彷徨，期待的不可预知。
没有信誓旦旦，没有笃信和永远的保证。
一双手，暖暖的牵着。
食指，牢牢的交叉。

我们不吵、不闹，就这样简单的过着。
我希望可以公平点。
喜欢你是不可改变的，爱你是不可预料的。

叶子，总是飘飘然。
它总是飘忽不定的。
但我们的感情却很坚定。
我相信，我可以坚持，坚持到你不爱的最后一秒。

我不要你说我爱你，我想你说我们在一起。

我不相信爱情，我相信你。

new hair!!

my mom planned that today we go do our hair together!! awesome!! spending time with mummy dearest love you mummy dearest!!

dont know what sort of style i should do with my hair..had a few suggestion and show wei shan..and he came out with this

at first show some example to baby dear asking for opinion

i like this cute bob style but baby dear say it doesn't suite me

so i thought changing to shoulder length will be better

but after showing this to weishan and he change a bit

came out with something....LIKE

THIS!!

love my new hair^^ thanks to weishan haha

before that it was long and curl and i hate that curl because it went like dont know what after a few months without taking care of it and finally decide to cut and came out with this love love LOVE IT!!!

i'm going back there again to dye my hair and straighten it!!! AWESOME!!!

A NEW YEAR!! A WHOLE NEW ME!!!

STARTING WITH MY HAIR!!

可不可以

可不可以，在我说我爱你的时候，
你不需要回答，就给我一个拥抱。


可不可以，在我还没离去的时候，
你拉着我的手，就给我一个深吻。


可不可以，在我伤心难过的时候，
你抚摸我的脸，说你看了会伤心。


可不可以，在我开心大笑的时候，
你捏着我的脸，说我是最可爱的。


可不可以，在我最需要你的时候，
你在门外敲门，第一刻跑来见我。


可不可以，在我很想念你的时候，
你马上打电话，告诉我你也一样。


可不可以，在我非常生气的时候，
你马上装无辜，说你下次不敢了。


可不可以，在我想放弃你的时候，
你在后边说着，请你不要离开我。

可不可以,  在我还没开始说话时

你在我旁边，扮傻的跟我谈话。

可不可以，在你寂寞或闷时

你马上打电话，让我陪着你。

可不可以， 在你忙或有烦恼时

你马上留言，让我帮你决绝

可不可以，在你要睡前
你马上留言，说宝贝早点睡哦晚安爱你

能吗？？

piggy blue

i like the picture i edit..piggy blue ^^

took it last few days cause piggy is so damn cute!!

thats to special someone that brought for me love it!! and love you!!

两个人在一起久了、是会上瘾的…♥

两个人在一起久了，会发现自己有时幼稚的像个儿童。

两个人在一起久了，才知道原来一个人可以如此的去想念另一个人。

两个人在一起久了，自己的不良爱好会因为对方的不喜欢而终止。

两个人在一起久了，会比以前更加奋斗，把压力当成动力。

两个人在一起久了，奇怪的变的很乖，会按时吃饭按时睡觉。

两个人在一起久了，父母管不下来的习惯，会因为她的一声哼，而改正。

两个人在一起久了，会深深的喜欢上以前那份厌恶督促，催促，教训。

两个人在一起久了，脑子里会老记着去看看手机。即使是个山寨货。

两个人在一起久了，会常看一些生活小常识，星座相配，异性服装。

两个人在一起久了，偶尔就和发春状态一样说出我爱你。

两个人在一起久了，撒娇多了，冷言少了，（嗯） 字多了，（不）字少了。

两个人在一起久了，看见相拥，亲吻的场景，会用好浪漫去形容。

两个人在一起久了，人会变的很细心很敏感，嘴笨也学会甜言蜜语了。

两个人在一起久了，会在任何时间任何地点，为了一个可爱的幻想站着傻笑。

两个人在一起久了，常在琢磨是因为寂寞才想你还是想你才寂寞。

两个人在一起久了，漫不经心打听她小姐妹的情侣是否很出众，很乐意的给自己增加压力。

两个人在一起久了，即使搂在怀里了，也会为了自己一个虚有的幻想而担心失去，很不安心。

两个人在一起久了，平常游戏的时间是在专心的关注着对方的签名，日志，一切有关系的讯息。

两个人在一起久了，会很想陪伴着她去做她想做的事，即使是自己从没触碰过的。

两个人在一起久了，通常只是偷瞄走过的异性，然后惊慌失措的说句还是你最漂亮。

两个人在一起久了，兄弟，朋友的会常对自己说一句话。（重色轻友的家伙）

两个人在一起久了，虚伪说你真是个大坏蛋，内心不知道有多怜惜这个大坏蛋。

两个人在一起久了，是会上瘾的。

the truth

today suppose to go for a swim but in the end it was cancel T.T how i wanna swim so so so badly..bi came and fetch me at 8 o'clock and when on the way to klang the high way was freaking jam!! lucky was the other side of the road..went to the taman rakyat pak in klang was suppose to go for jogging when we reach there saw lee yen they all just finishing jogging... sad..

they discuss where to eat bak ku teh lol NOW ONLY I KNOW THAT KLANG HAS OVER HUNDREDS SHOP THAT SELLING BAK KU TEH!! i just know they are famous for it but din't know it could go on to hundreds over shop in klang!! gosh!! that a lot man!!

bak ku teh for breakfast and it took 2 hours to enjoy it haha..adding a chit chat conversation and some guidence from yi wen..that guys is great man giving so much guidence even i had some to remember to do my human revolution!! YI WEN YOU WERE GREAT!! lol even that time the guys were talking so much about gakkai and life i was there keeping quiet haha cause it was a guy talk and i dont want to mess up there conversation haha ^^

after breakfast went to bi house and saw his invitation card for their gym annivesarry it was awesome!! damn he is full with creative man simple and awesome!!.. THATS ONE PART I LOVE ABOUT HIM!! ^^

bi and i have a little discussion where he told me one of his secrets.." he told me that he like someone else when we together for the first day" he say that this girl knows how to talk and know what she is talking and able to tell out what she is thinking..he say he like this girl because of that..i was in silence my heart fell apart while he hugged me, i was speechless he ask me whether am i sad, or heart pain...i say NO..

BUT MY HEART IT'S ABOUT TO FALL OUT

AND I'M DEFINATELY SAD AND HEART BROKE LA LIKE DUH!!!

WHAT DO YOU THINK MAN!! TELLING ME THAT AND STILL CAN ASK ME WHETHER I'M SAD ANOT DEFINATELY YES LA!!

i told him then why not you go like her and couple with her..cause you say that she is your type.. i was about to cry out when i said this..wanting him to be happy with the person he like..i dont want because of me he had to suffer and going through harsh time in relationship because of me..

原谅我一次 欢子

原谅我一次 欢子

如果不小心伤害了你

你不要太伤心

因为我真的不是故意

让你受委屈

既然相爱了那么久

不能就这样分手

因为我们的爱来之不易

我真的不想放弃

Baby So Sorry

Baby 别 伤 心

我依然爱着你 想着你

别离去 没有你的日子真的好空虚

BABY 在 一 起

BABY 别 哭 泣

我依然疼着你 念着你

我的心 永远属于你

原谅我 这一次

我真的，好想你

不管你离我多么遥远

我会一直等着你

Ha...ha...

Oh baby I know you still love me

Come Back My lover My lover

missing u

missing someone so dearly in love

everynight before going to bed definately will hug Piggy together

pretending piggy to be you ^^ cause you are really cute and like piggy sometimes

haha...love piggy so much but love you even more!! ^^

dress up piggy before going for dinner ain't it cute??

it's wearing my red hat ^^

kiss piggy dear means kissing you too ^^

miss so much!! what are you doing?? how are you??

sick? normal? stress??

DO YOU KNOW THAT I MISS YOU BADLY??!!

天蝎座座吃醋的樣子

天蝎座

天蝎可不是醋坛子就可以形容的

硫酸、盐酸、硝酸

这种超极强酸才能够和他们相比

一旦掀翻了醋坛子

可不是被酸两下就没事

这个超极强酸捧在手上可得战战兢兢

2011 resolution!!

it's 2011 a whole new year!! a whole new begining!! and here is my new year resolution!!

1) everyday 100% concentrade on my daily gongyo!!

2) do my very own human revolution!!

3) 100% focus in my studies!! get good result!!

4) find a job to earn money for my fees to U.S

5) find a suitable university in U.S to further my studies!!

6) able to overcome my relationship problem!!

7) build up myself with strong-self, courage, confidence, and most of all wisdom!!

8) find at least 3 capable youth to take my part and contribute to kosen-rufu

and most of all 300% all out in every gakkai activities, with families and friends!!

new year @ Genting

CELEBRATING NEW YEAR AT GENTING WITH THE GANGS IT'S MY FIRST TIME!!

on friday evening get my self ready for genting packed my things and wait for jin how and lee fen to come and fetch me ^^.. they came around 4 something as we need to reach genting @ 5pm i don think we will make it..we reached there around 6 something took the cable car up to genting it was supper long that i have not taking the cable car up to genting it almost like more than 10 years or so haha..

on the way to genting and lee fen start off with a happy profile picture in my camera

who is driving?? jin how and yong seng will be our driver for the trip^^

while on the way cos a little fun taking photos and talking through the windows haha

GENTING HIGHLANDS!! we are here!!

on the cable car with the lovely girls^^

me and lee yen

me and jin how

finally we reached!!

lee fen stretch out her arms to welcome genting!!

we walked for quite a distand to reach the hotel and it was really cold lucky wore a thick leggings if not my legs were shaking..we walked quite a distand to reach the hotel i totally have not been there for almost like more than 5 years and if u left me there i really gonna get myself lost to all the escalator and stairs @@

smile guys ^^

up and down the escalator haha

everyone with their largage going to first world hotel

we reached!! lol he is the first one to jump on the bed haha

get oursleve ready had our dinner on bed ^^ as my mom wont let me do that at home haha finally got the chance to eat on the bed haha we have chicken rice for dinner..cant find cheap and nice chicken rice in genting haha^^ after dinner chanted our evening gongyo and we get ready oursleve to explore genting ^^

dancing in the hall way haha..

the sweet couples ^^ yong seng is eating ice cream while taking photo haha

the girls

the dudes

picture talking time while waiting for the fireworks for count down!!

the cuties ^^ awww sing lee so cute

gosh what is jin how doing??

this picture is lovely^^ thanks to shirlyn our photographer ^^

i like this picture of him ^^

the night was fun really fun indeed!! we took tones of photo and the guys went in to casino to have a little fun while they are in genting..and us girls just went back to the hotel and have our beauty sleep ^^ but me and lee yen went in to the casino and just look around thats all accompany her in cause she wanted to go in haha..i just go there and look around..genting casino cant really compare to the american's casino LIKE DUH!! they are even higher class la hahah!! we went back at around 2 something and we slept cant really sleep actually dont know why..around 4am jin how came back and slept on the floor i pity him wanted to ask him to sleep on the bed but all girls and i dont think he want it..

the next morning me and lee fen were the last 1 to get out from bed and the guys are still sleeping haha..cant really sleep the whole night been tossing and turning left and right only until around 6something i get to sleep..while sleeping half way i felt someone lying down near me and felt something poking and i move it away DIN'T KNOW WAS HIS HANDS >.< ..i open my eyes and it was jin how it give me a fright tought..how sweet very long we din't sleep like this already after all the ups and down we been through.. he hugged me for him to fall asleep ^^ i really miss his hugs ^^ it really felt secure and warm while hugging him..I SUPPER DUPPER MISSES HIS HUGS!! and i got them on 1st of JAN, THE WHOLE NEW YEAR FOR US...it's really warm OH HOW I REALLY MISSES HIS HUGS!!

nice post there..haha the 2 guys closing their eyes as lee fen change haha

our morning faces as we just woke up^^

i like this picture too^^ sing lee getting ready^^

we had maggie for breakfast lol maggie?? for breakfast?? haha

as the guys went to casino and jin how bring me along..we cant really bring camera in to the casino so cant take pictures when we were in it haha haiz..the guys in the casino but left sueh ling and shirlyn waiting outside alone chatting haha sad T.T...finally they played finish and off we go ^^ back to the cable car and down we go ^^

me and lee fen finally a picture of both of us ^^

top view of genting

a group photo of us...lol very serious la us..it should be fun

but why our pose so serious one??